Invisible thing comes

I guess, stress is coming to me ... Why ? My face ? My body ? My result ? Haiz ..
No idea why turn in this such terrible situation ! Haiz ...
Right now , I just hope my face turn into good condition . And I get pass in my academic !

These are what I want!!

I don't like in this situation ! I hate myself so much right now !

I know it can't be so rush right now , but I can't wait for it !
I become more nervous and nervous . I wish I can find someone to talk too ! Sometimes I feel I .....

Haiz ... Useless feeling coming !

看着你飞 ！

手中的画比还我着急 阳光在美的天气加上回忆 你收在心里
穿上你送我的毛衣
只剩一句 好好照顾自己

看着你飞耶~耶
思念地图有了你
我可以天天努力 给你写信 寄到你心里

看着你飞耶~耶
怎么你还在我心里
你总说如果想你 闭上眼睛
我现在相信你 因为我爱你


穿上你送我的毛衣
只剩一句 好好照顾自己

看着你飞耶~耶
思念地图有了你
我可以天天努力 给你写信 寄到你心里

看着你飞耶~耶
怎么你还在我心里
你总说如果想你 闭上眼睛
我现在相信你 因为我爱你

Not yet complete oh~ friends. i will upload as fast as possible ooo ~

KeepTrackON !

Im looking for you !

No idea why I feel like I need it so much !?
Can you let me know that ?
is it I too bored or too stress recently. !?
In my mind, there are some faces appear in !
Who is it ?
you ? or you? or another you?

Yea. Not that sure. Bored with that, curious with that. Please let me know ya?
anyways, I feel like I need it so badly !. How could it be..
Maybe stay alone too long? hahaha

EMMA

EMMA is my English name !~
Start from onward, please call me emma, no more liying or siew hong !
OKies ~

Also, for making new friend, I will intro myself by Emma yap, or call me emma !!!
It's ok ? Agree?

If agree, please do it right now !!~

CAN ??

Oh No !

Why ??? Can any one tell me why?

Why my face turn in so terrible ! 

I m trying my best to recover it ! What is going here ?! 

Ishh !!!!!! How how how how ??? 

Emotional Intelligent

Emotional Intelligent ( EI ) is kind of control of yourself emotion.
Yet I am not good enough but i guess i'm on the way to improve this part !

I felt angry when i saw the post. After a few minutes, my anger mood was flying away.
Maybe I know that you having a GREAT girlfriend Right now !? he ~

Whatever, My situation is better than yours. He is better than a MUSLIM although he is from china. !!!!
well, I just to express here you are not my love any more. Those are past tense.
Since you are becoming more crowd, I just ignore, forget, and forgive you . Not need thank me, Because I m treat good for myself ~

Invisible

Stress is a kind of invisible item. Finally, he found me. I'm in the pressure condition.
I'm afraid. I can not get a pass. I can not let my parents feel proud of me.
I have a terrible personality. I m trying to avoid handle stress !

I'm worry about my result badly. How many will it happen in the future..
Before the exam, one, after exam, one. within three years. !
Can I overcome it ? Can I take it ?
Now, is a first semester. I can't take the stress. that's why i m here to writing blog.

What happened when i was at Inti? relax and Relax.
No need to worried that much unlike in taylors.
Maybe I heard some information from my best friend, michelle.
she told me that, she was worries for her result until she cant sleep well, eat well and result in she loss 5 kilogram within a few weeks. It's terrible !.

That's why I feel afraid.
I don't wish to get a fail again !. What can I do right now?
Study? or what?
no idea with that !..  Although i study for hundred or thousand times, i still cant get my confident back !.
Wish ! Wish god can help me !? I'm thinking to change back to inti before i really get a fail in second year!.
I m thinking should i change college now or just stay back ???????
Anyone can answer my question or give me some suggestion?

Just

I m wondering, why do we need to done so many assignment in a semester?
Why Can't we just have relax learning? Stress ?! the only word that I can tell !
Why ???
dizzzyy ~~ anyways, coming here just for destress.... OH NO! There have one presentation waiting me on coming thursday.. hope I can do well on that.. Hope I can improve my speaking and presentation skill !.
I have no confident to speak English infront of my class mates. !
have to be brave ! and Improve IMPROVE and IMPROVE !!!!!!
BE BRAVE AND BRAVE !!!

Am I mad?? No idea with that.. Bye , My friends ~

望

每一次

当深夜降临，所有的感觉都回来了

没有不高兴，只是渴望。。渴望得到

身边的朋友一个一个一个都有了

一个一个露出幸福的面孔，却让我感到羡慕，也替他们感到高兴

刚刚看了前室友的部落格发现她也遭殃了。。哈哈

不错不错！是该发展发展

我呢？？

时机未到，等！

Flight Delay ?

Flight Delay !!..
Yes , today my topic is about fight delay..
Why do I choose this as my topic today !..
This is because I really face this situation , this condition !.. Friends, how do you feel about flight delay?
This is a new experience for you ? or this is fun enough? or else have a chance to stay that country one more day?
Wrong Wrong Wrong Wrong.. XD.. yea, this is a new experience, you are right ! how about fun enough and have a chance to stay that country one more day are obviously wrong thought !.
let's imagine you woke up about 4 something in the morning to prepared to going back your country.
Okay, this is fine. Next, you started to felt hungry because you had not taken your breakfast and you thought the flight that you are going to is give you some bread to eat. However, the fact is the staff told you that, the flight is going to delay till 11 something because the fog is too big and the aeroplane was not able to arrived or reach beijing !
Okay ! fine again !.. after eating breakfast, and shopping around, Suddenly, dad called us back immediately, i was thought " woah, can board in already.." however, this is a dream. In fact, the staff called us to followed him because he was going to sent us to hotel to got some good rest because the flight was delay again till midnight 12.something.. again !!.. So, was quite dramatic among us like back to 5 star hotel, took lunch and dinner there and got some rest in the room...
Finally, around 8 something the bus was reached and fetch us to airport which is terminal 2 in the beijing. I still remember the hotel staff's look .. His look quite look like korean .. that's y i remember his look.

Reach airport and I realise that it is started raining... yea.. raining.. in sight, I did not thought of it.. It would become snowing !.. Wah !. The feeling was awesome !..

Nice? 

 This is first time I saw snowing.. Seriously, I don't know I should appreciate or feel else? because of fight delay, I was able to saw this condition.. However, the following condition was quite poor. 

This is wings of aeroplane.. see that? snow was cover it.

then from 11 something, We had to waited again for them to clean the wings so the aeroplane was able to working.

Let's see how they clean the snow ....

There were many first time experience in Beijing.. First, first time face the condition which is flight delay. 

Next, first time wait around fifteen hours with nothing , then, first time saw snowing ! again, first time to saw them clean the snow.. 

All and all ... Woah .. Waited about an hour more.. Finally , we were arrival Malaysia safe...~

hahaha.. This trip was fun but the feeling of waiting was not good..it's suck !

About

About him !
I want to express my feeling here.
Actually I really dont know why i attracted by him.
Is because his look? is because his personality?
I m not sure about that. I know that I have that feeling, the right feeling on him.
I m not sure how long can i stay for this feeling? a week? a month? a few months?
Or a day?

After that day, I realize that I miss him and I wan hug him. heee.. ( pervert !?)
just that kind of feeling that let me get into emo feel, waiting feel.
I dislike this kind of feeling keep disturbing me ! and right now, i m waiting his reply.
gosh !.. I m super duper hate waiting feeling !.. this is such a suffer for me !

woah !!!! however, after that thing, i told myself to be patient and make clear everything ..
as what my fren keep telling me " please think twice before you act"
but I m scare the right feeling will disappear .. because of his .....
I m know. He does not perfect because his leg.......
Anyways, I just wan keep this right feeling in my heart. I guess I know he has the same feeling as I have!..
So, Please dont let me down on u ~. I just want to be .....

无可奈何

真的没话说.....真的想不到.. 我还没真真切切的放下你.....
那一天, 心情不是很好... 可是,当家政又说些没什么大不了的...
我真的觉得.... 我不被重视.....
被伤了心.. 被男人骗.. 却还不被重视.. 难道我是真的没那资格去被重视吗??

可能他们不清楚..... 我不知道我不知道...
可是.. 到了晚上... 我觉得我..... 我.. 我正在慢慢的放下了.....

这是一篇很短的章.. 这章是属于我的...
而却我明白的... 清楚地.. 这是代表什么意思..

1st for 2012

2012 !.. !... !

A brand new year. 

Actually, I feel it is still same because I know everyday is a new day and new start. 

However, every one was celebrate their new year..hahh.. 

On 31st Dec 2011l, I stayed at home with my mother. I was busy on doing house work and waiting for watch "INCEPTION".. 

this movie started at 00.00. Therefore, I wanna done all the thing and watched it on time..hee.. at last, i did it !..

see ~ My new Year was so normal and peace..hahah without any noise and celebration..hahha

On 2nd day which is 01, 01, 2012. The Astro: 413 channel had alot movies. Started from the A-team, The expandable, Avatar and so on.. So, I enjoyed the day with those movies..hee..

This is my new year.. Quite special, right?? lolx... ~