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arghhhhhhhhh...

OMG, Oh my gosh. 

It is super stresss to deal with all assignments !..

Keep telling myself breath in ~ breath out ~

keep calms and move out.

Hard way to go ~ long way to go ~

you should go without any doubt since you have make this decision. 

for sure, there is comfort zone in Malaysia , spoon feed by taylor's lecture, tips from lecture.

Seriously, I have no idea why I come United kingdom o further my study, This question popped out in sudden. I have forget what is the reason pushing me to come over here until my friend had remind me, "Think of why you planned to come over for your studies?" at that moment, I'm awake !

Yes, I came over here is because I want growth, I want to experience more, Explore more, although I am not smart enough, I am not clever enough. pass or second class should be not issue for me if I really put effort on it. Therefore, is it time change my behaviour: do not give up until the time has reach. Everything can be change after you have put your effort on.

What else? Read more, although I keep remind myself to read more, but I'm still fail to do so. In order to so, fast fast finish all drama.. Mauahahahaa.. (sound so ridicule ) 

of course not . just kidding.. really need to did a lot of reading. For myself, For my parents. 

TO Avoid make my parents feel down on me.. Of course. pass is the minimum line I can go on. I wish I could able go higher, higher and higher. Stress is the main component ! without you, there is nothing can push me, motivation is another component ! keep motivate myself to pushing up my grade and study.! 

Always remember on cost that parents spend on me, how much love they toward me, how much caring of them toward me. expectation of them, i could able to complete my degree. !

One last thing,,,,, Did ONE FOR YOURSELF, EMMA !!!!!

Grab your bright future for yourself.. No one is going to help you in forever time! 

They are just temporary helper, in long term, they will treat you as burden ..

You know, BURDEN !

Don't become burden of others !!!!!!

Promise to yourself ! okies?

Best,

Emma Yap 

MyTarget !

There is only one target in my long break which is to reduce 6 kilograms !

Can i do it ? Eh.. I will try my best to reduce it..
First of all, I have to keep jogging everyday and at least go for jugra once a week !
Second, breakfast just only can eat oat; lunch only can eat half bowl; dinner just only can see five bites!
Third, make sure that I remind myself to feel hungry !.
This is to prove that I m hungry for slim and health life.!

Okies??
promise everyone, I try to reduce my weight at least 4 or 5 kilograms !
can I can I???

Emo Period?

Erm.. No Emo from now on.. 
I guess I am quite emo recently. 
End up, I learn something that I have to always learn it from many things. 
A word, two words, three words = let it be ~


There are many things that we could not control it. Although we want it that way but the those things will go it in different way. This is what we can't expect to. therefore, the only thing we can do is just let it go. Sometimes let it go might have unexpectedness result that we have get it. maybe it is good but maybe it is bad. Who knows, is it all depend on yourself , right? I know no pain no gain. Yes, I agree with this statement always. End up, I get pain  and I gain something else. You never know your action is hurting people. You said you dislike hurting people and I'm guess everyone has that thought. Even for myself, I do also. Just thing always goes in wrong way. Never mind, the most important is I able to learn something from you AGAIN!.. 


I wish I can trust on you. However, I find it so difficult and I feel more secure when I able to read her news and mind. I do not whether she knows that I always read her Blog or what else. yet, her impression is not that good on my view and she is a girl. I m girl too. I know what she think of . therefore, her words might be real ! yea.. it is real. Those words hurt me badly, badly, badly, badly, and very badly. ! I almost cry that when I saw her post.  "Finally he told me all the truth.... Makes me cry like hell..... Feel really sorry.... Really really sorry to you babe...... T.T" & "Sorry babe... I really dunno you need to suffer alot in this too.... :( Sayang~~~" "原来世界上真的有这种男人... 现在我真的觉得很幸福~ 真的很谢谢你~ <3" "我的男人...告诉我真相了~ 他让我真的深深的感动到了..." "kelvin tan 啦~哈哈哈哈~哪有可能是金在在啊~等下一世吧 "  
hahaaha..so funny, right? however, in the end.. I have control myself back !. after half an hour... It takes me some times. ! I've feel disappointed on you ! very very very very very much !. never mind!. Take some times to digest and think carefully . after this week, we are able to see the result.. depend lar !. haahha..  Somemore, I have not enough time to post something here but i still wan post it because I have end up those feeling by using writing those out !. 


And lastly, I'm let it go  by naturally. Sometimes We have to put effort on it only able to get back what we intend to get !. But not, on this part, i choose others way which is let it go ~. will much more simple ~! i believe that ! 

Aim : Objective : Mission : Vision : Core Value

As know that, Aim is the meaning of setting the goal in the long term which is set by an individual or companies.
Here.. I am that individual to set the aim for my life....
Just that I have mention about Aim is for the long term...Now let list out my Aim !

1) I WANT TO GRADUATE AT TAYLOR UNIVERSITY COLLEGE, SUBANG !
- THE CLASS I AIM FOR IS ON SECOND UPPER CLASS OR SECOND LOWER CLASS..This is not easy to get into second upper class and second lower class... Some of the people might feels it is easy get into second upper class or second lower class ! However, I feel this aim is quite tough and hard, especially for a person who are very poor in English and understand ! This is reason that I said this aim is very hard for me.. However, I will get improve during I am studying all the subject !

2) I WANT GO OVERSEA TO STUDY !
- This is another tough thing for me again ! As we know, we have to take paper before you transfer oversea. There are four section, if I have not make mistake.. The four section which is reading, writing, listening, and speaking ! I Find difficult on all SECTIONS !!!! SO HOW??? How I am going to overcome those Difficult !!!!!!! Yes ! I have to Overcome !!>.<.. So, let's practice start from now on !!

Besides that, let us move to Objective. The Objectives of my life is just for a short term goal and those process will meet my Aim !..Namely, this is measurable of the target that I set of my target !!!

1) I WANT TO GET A NICE RESULT IN INTI UNIVERSITY COLLEGE !
- Currently, I'm study at Inti University ... Yes.. My first semester's result still ok.. At least I got A in my business... Also, I hope I still can another A in my subject ... This is because it will make my CPGA Higher. therefore, I able to offer high Marks in other University.. Last, I have to tell myself. You can do IT !. TRY HARD ! WORK HARD !

WELL, This Is my long term Goal & Short term Goal In my life !

Now, I would like to talk about my WISHLIST !

What a grateful list that I have.

1.  I WANT TO BUY A MINI RPO CAMERA FOR MYSELF !

• I want It because it may help me to capture all the moment that I have and what I Got at that moment !
• I know The photo will help keep the memory.... it will not help me keep the feeling that I have at that moment  but I believe I able to find back my feeling when I look at those picture that I will capture in the future !

    2.  I WANT TO BUY A SAMSUNG PHONE TO MY MOM!

•  I appreciate that my mom give me birth !
• Therefore, I want buy something to my mom.... I think she will feel happy !

    3. I WANT TO KEEP FIT

• This wishlist, I'm apply in my life in the early time but it's does not work. Sometimes, it's work, but after a few month.. All back to me again !!!!

So far, I just have three wishlist ! I know My wishlist will just increase !..

Also, I really hope I can do it at PC fair which is on Next year, April !..

I will prepare Rm 3000 for purchase those thing that I want !...