Invisible

Stress is a kind of invisible item. Finally, he found me. I'm in the pressure condition.
I'm afraid. I can not get a pass. I can not let my parents feel proud of me.
I have a terrible personality. I m trying to avoid handle stress !

I'm worry about my result badly. How many will it happen in the future..
Before the exam, one, after exam, one. within three years. !
Can I overcome it ? Can I take it ?
Now, is a first semester. I can't take the stress. that's why i m here to writing blog.

What happened when i was at Inti? relax and Relax.
No need to worried that much unlike in taylors.
Maybe I heard some information from my best friend, michelle.
she told me that, she was worries for her result until she cant sleep well, eat well and result in she loss 5 kilogram within a few weeks. It's terrible !.

That's why I feel afraid.
I don't wish to get a fail again !. What can I do right now?
Study? or what?
no idea with that !..  Although i study for hundred or thousand times, i still cant get my confident back !.
Wish ! Wish god can help me !? I'm thinking to change back to inti before i really get a fail in second year!.
I m thinking should i change college now or just stay back ???????
Anyone can answer my question or give me some suggestion?