露骨的话

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊…………………

输了那么多次~!!!!!!!

还是竖在同一关!!!

郁闷啊~~~~~~~~

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Haiz…. 还是忘不了他~

那天一醒来,,,,,我发觉

梦里的主角竟然是他~

梦里的我们… 原本分手的我们,竟然在回一起~~

我们回到以往的日子里~…一起吃饭, 躺在你的胸膛~

温暖~………….. 一切都是那么美好的~

(小露骨~~) XD

可是一通电话铃声响起…

这一切切都回到现实中…

我才发觉原来我发了个美梦~~ (笑笑)

可是再想一想原来我所发的是个噩梦 ! !

这一切切都回不了头~~~ 从我们分手的那一天开始 !!!!

不能再去想了….叶厤迎 !

快快想起你对你自己的承诺 !

忘了吗 ?

这可能对自己的最后的任性  !!!!!  好不好 !!!!

最后一次了!!!!!

没关系~ 因为我可能已找回我自己了~。。。

可喜可贺啊~~~~~~~

眠

对...... 就是失眠!

却不知原因为何我会失眠~....
其实对我来说, 这件事很困扰....
完全不知自己在想些什么...
可是我很清楚...我快找回我自己了~....
只是我还很不舍得!... 不舍得放你走.....

第一天,失眠的我....连工都不想做..干脆跟老板请了假...
一上完课,,,, 就驾着我那满一周年的 Suzuki Swift 回家~
果然失眠的后遗症那么大....我竟然只能驾到40 - 60 km 而已
=.=....太佩服我自己了~
可是一回到家....=.=.. 我还很精神的去买burger set来吃。。。....
拖一拖,,,, 拖到4点了...才去补眠~ 但是却只能睡一小时~。。....
haiz...........无言啊 ！！！！

到了第二晚~ ~....
猜一猜我睡的下去吗？
答案就是还是不能。。。。　＝＝。。。
那睡不着～那我就换一换地点睡...
第一....客厅 !!!..ＸＤ哈哈哈～
还是睡不着啊～～～～
第二...客房 !!! ..ＸＤ哈哈哈～
刚开始的其实是睡不着....可是过了一段的时间....
我　我　我　我　我　我　我　我　我　我
终于睡着了～！！

咚咚咚咚咚咚　～～～～～
睡着了　ＸＤＸＤＸＤＸＤ

过了一天的我～
戴着新的隐性眼镜的我..感觉到新的隐性眼镜好像不是我的度数～
看任何东西都很模糊......可是却没办法～。。。
因为我正在上班～！！！。。。　等一会儿，还需要驾车回去！。。
应该没问题～。。我都可以从学院驾着车去上班....虽然是有点模糊～！。。
可是还不止于盲了～。。
可是驾着车还是很想睡！！

＝＝

原则

人不犯我,我不犯人....
这一向都是我的原则....
但是现在对我来说...可能对某某人我可以不顾我的原则....
为何呢?

我要求并不多...只要你可以帮一些些小忙就足够了
但是你并不帮忙反而还提出那么幼稚,没脑的话.........
所以我也不必再去顾虑你那"小小的感受"
也无言以对................... !!!!!!!!!

虽然你一开始已侵犯我的地盘!
我也退让了,可是却很不甘!!!!!
除了不甘，还是不甘!!!

到了最后.....我也静静的看你如何去活在你世界!!!!
=.=/////// 所以对这一种人... 完全不需去理我有什么原则...
面对你这一种人，原则再也不重要！

字

话

总是不能说的太满! 你对我说我会XX你

哈哈….. 其实我并不知道你说的一番的意思?

身为本身的我…..

其实很迷惘 ~

当我静静时….. 我曾思考过…..我是否太冲动….我是否太傻…

而然我们已经开始了~!...( 别误会)

我不保证你或我会有后悔的一天….也不保证双方是否可以不可以按照约定去尽情的去玩呢?

因为我们始终还是人….我们人类只拥有一颗心。

有血有泪的我们到底可以到几时? 拥有一些他们所没有的 ~

我也只能静静的去接受我现在所有的一切

说了这么多……还发觉我呢有点无聊…..

拥有一切的我其实应该感到满足, 但是我却不感到满足….

我的欲望还变本加厉的要更多

欲望还真害人不浅 ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Selfish

Everyone is selfish ~
no one can avoid this word...

Everyone just care what they really feel
Never care how other feel

I have some question in my mind...

is it spend a little time for old friend is a big deal ?
is it spend a little time for parents is a big deal ?
is it spend a little effort for family is a big deal ?
is it spend a little time for caring for other is a big deal ?

Okay, you said invite you to yam cha not a big deal...
because you still drive alone from klang to banting...
and spend time to yam cha with us...
Yea.... because WE ARE NOT MANDY ! so yam cha with old friend is not a big deal ... ha ~
Okay.. I think i have no point to invite you anymore !!
You hang over every ounce it.... Well.. you said no one can understand how you feel ?
You not really let us to know you well ..  you keep acting !.  until you have girlfriend...
until i only know ... our friendship is so weak !. ha..finally... we are over ! we are not important at all !
You are selfish !! you know why i called for yam cha ? because i treat you as my best friend ?
That why I keep asked maw huei to asked you to come together ..

And
you told me " let say, you stand on my situation... what will you do?"
please think about it..I were not you !  if i were you, i would think about parents first.. !
Not your boyfriend's mother.. ha..
yea.. you having your honey month now, but your act is really over !
Over until i cant accept ~!.... never mind.. as long as you happy..
I m lazy to care .. i m lazy to giving advice.. that's all i can give !...
Just do you think are right !... just do it !!!

And
you really don't have brain..You are selfish than others !!!!
I have nothing to say on you.. You are selfish, useless, irresponsible..... etc ~

Of course i m get involve !..
yea.. i m selfish !... if not, i think i will not having this such crazy and mad idea ...
hahaha. but thank you for playing with me ~..XD
But i will back to the place where i belong and where your love has always been enough for me ! XD

Crazy

I know... Today..... I m Crazy...
I don't know what thing cause me to think that way..

AND 

Having a crazy idea ! XD

Yeah.. You are the only one to get involve ~

hahahaahhaa

Maybe, you let me having this such crazy idea ~

GOSH !~.... serious !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im tired to see it !!!

freaking freaking freaking freaking !!!!!

Sometimes.. i m envy you !..... i m jealous you !.....

But now I really jealous you !..

I hope i m inside the photo..
I replace you

ish.!! what i need to do is .. just stop invite your blog !
or doing something !. maybe it isn't work..

But i would like try ~......

try until i know it is impossible....until that moment.. i know i m loser...

Maybe until that moment.. i know i should stop it..

not more trying.. not more hope again.. just to face the fact ...

just let it go ~............

i think i m tired ~ work for 9 hours. 

just eat four breads to settle 2 meals.

maybe for normal days.. that is not enough for me.. 

but only for today.. tat's work ~

and get to drink the herbal tea that is really really really bitter.... it's almost make me feel to vomit out ~

It's crazy...

It's mad...

It's abnormal...

It's ridiculous...

It's foolish...

It's irregular...

Working ~

yes !!!!..Yesterday is my first day working ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have not idea what to wear.. i was scare need black pants, black shoes and uniform ~
But when i reached there..

My boss asked  me a first question that was " why you didnot birng your laptop?"
I STONED !
Not working meh? as a part timer.. as a promoter..
Can i bring my laptop to my working place??
The answer was very obvious... CAN NOT !
But why my boss still asked me that..
after that, i felt funny and curious... "why i need to bring laptop"
The answer i got is " cz to bored.. you can surf net ..."
I stoned ~!
hahahahahahahaha.. yea. it is funny ~~
after that, my boss gave me some magazine and ask me read it.~ok. ~~~~
since i have nothing to do, i read ~

Ok...... I didnot have any sell on yesterday...but.........
wuhuhuhuh today.... i got sales.. but just 2 pieces .. the result is quite low lor..><.....

Yesterday i really just alone ~.. what i did where i went.. just alone.. even waiting my sister i was still alone !
Fine... !!! JUST stand it !!!!
Stand stand ~~~
Gambateh  !!!! i believe that i can make higher sales in my future ~!!