Story

Once upon a time.
That girl beg the boy to back to her side.
No matter how shame it is.. no matther how long it is.
No matter how difficuilt it is. ..
At the final. the boy feels touch and accept her back and ask that girl for be his girlfriend.
Yes, they should be happy forever.

BUT.. here ! now ! is at real world !..
Not dream or anything.
after a year, boy has breaking up with this girl because girl doesnot disagree !
And she think that if that boy has this kind of thought should consider as dead !.
After a year, girl start to regret. she keeps think that how it will be, if that time didnot break up with that boy.
Actually, start from breaking up that moment.. The girl already did a mistake.
Girl's friends keep said that she hurts that boy too much until that boy could not speak a word in front of his friend about his ex- girl friend.
Also, when secondary gathering..
The boy just said to that girl.. And goodbye.
There is not words between the boy and the girl .... Except hi and goodbye.
no matter how many times they meet up..they just said hi and goodbye only.
Girl feels very regret and unhappy for this.
Lastly, that girl had been suggested by her friend..
Her friend said.. If you still love him, then you should chase him back , although he has girlfriend.
If they really strong in believe with each other. you are not losing anything.. you still can be friend with him..
If you can do it.. then.. this is what you get ..

New target(1)

emmm.. your skin very white !
hahahahha... cant image what I m going to write on next...XD
serious.. he is quite okay.. not really tall .. at least still can accepted by me..
hahaha.... last night, i was think how will be if he is smiling or laughing?
yea.. haha. not bad wor !. I really cant expect how.
But I saw it on today !!!!..

anyway !. overall he is okay !
so.....

to be  continue....

non- feeling

I m weird today !
upset ! guilty ! happy !
I don't know what feeling I have right now !.
feeling lost ~.
haiz........ all friend seem like gone !. one maybe is busy on study ~.
one busy on nothing. one busy for his family thing.
what thing I still left?
i m curious. ha !. quite funny, right? sien ?
Wah.. is like killing myself ~.
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Updated !

This is  a post just for updated... ahahaha..
I just noticed that i did not touch mt blog almost one month d.. hahahaha..
Today is Chu Qi. My class already start on Monday 7th, Jan 2011...But i m still in Chinese new Year mood..
Still force to go classes ~~~.. haiz.. seriously, this year new year date not really nice and " leng"
if chu yi on monday or tuesday.. imagine that.. How perfect it is !!!
guess it? did i gain some weight during Chinese new Year.. Yes ! i am !!!
Why?? (actually i dont know..) just my body shape grow with horizontally ... hahahahaha


Of course.. During Chinese New Year.. i get alot ang pau... and feel lost actually..
Ying asks me to do some action.. i think i should not do.. because if i did that.. that mean i m breaking them up...
But i dont know whether i will success or not.. Maybe not.. Maybe yes!
Ying told me .. if their relationship is stable.. mean that i cant break them up~~..XD...
I know i suppose not to do.. But i have that feeling that i wan to do it !.
Am i bad ?? i think i am ~..hahahahahaa..
First time, when i know..... he called up to cancel the meet up day.. i felt that is no point to go up there.. haiz..
What the head is that !!!

i seem like stupid !... hahahahaha.. Speechless..
I have a lot question in my head ... Why? Why? Why?
hahahaha.. i think i am crazy ! i am getting mad !!!!
Never mind lar ~~. .. try to think carefully lar ~~.. cheers !

Speechless

Everyone has their own life~
I know. I understand !
But sometimes is hard to stand without support ~.
especially, everyone has saying the same thing !... I m tired~
Third times i had fail my advanced english.~
If i m telling that I feel nothing. I think I m telling a lie !
But i choose to take it easy ~ relax ~ change college ~ new environment ~
Yet, it is hard !. I know ~..And i left one more chance !..
My family member asking me to take the last chance with non stop !.
Finally, i cant stand !. I feel pressure ~ i feel moody ~ i feel tired ~ i feel speechless ~

And sometimes life does not go smoothly ~i know ~
I always know that !. But hard to control my emotional. I also keep on saying life does not go smoothly..
At the final, i m speechless on this .
I don't know i will regret in the future ~.
But i know i feel pressure on advanced English ~.Afraid ~
I have not confident to take this subject again !!!!!!
that's way i choose to change college.. I know in the new uni, i might have new environment, motivation to study all the subject !.. i dislike to keep retake retake retake retake retake retake again again again again !
It made me feel unhappy and desperate ..........


 So what should i do? haiz........ it is hard to choose ~..

New year !!!! YOU ARE HERE !

Firstly, I wanna to say to you all : HAPPY NEW YEAR~~
How was the holiday, guy? is it fun? Or how was your feeling, to those who still having their class and exam?
Alright alright? no matter it is fun and suffer or unhappy ~
Relax and Have a party together ~okay?

Today is 2011 ~~... This is a brand new year for the whole world !
Yeah ~.. I hope you all can really enjoy ~okay?
And here I wanna give some words to those who fail his or her exam~
Don't worry ~.. This is part of the exam in our life ~
What we can do now is to decide what to do on next, right?
for me, i m the loser. yes, i am! But I will accept it.. !
At least i try my best !.. And right now.i decided to change college..
I know it is not worth to change college .. because i just left one subject !..

That true !. But i don't have that motivation to continue study !
I am tired ! and i m afraid !
In the new college , i think i will try all my best to do well !..
Now, I'm not only aim for pass !.. I aim for Credit !
I hope i can get it !. No.. ! I must get It !.. I'm promise myself !.. Must get at least credit !
Those words is i m telling to myself !.. In the new year, i think i should get some change !..
no matter how hard it is !.. no matter how bored it is ! I want change !
Hard change to easy ~ bored change to interesting !
This is short goal for my life !.

Heee~~ Also, I want to keep fit in a short period ~..
of course keep fit with a healthy way ~
This is long goal in my life ~..Keep beauty ~
XD

My friend ~~ My best friend ~~ My good best friend ~~ My future bf ~~
I think i never forget you all ~~XD.. seriously. i don;t have future bf ~~.
But i will try my best to find a best one lar ~~XD
My dearest friend ~. Thank you ..
You all accompany me to face the difficult ~ enjoy together with a happy time ~
ate expensive meal ~ went trip together ~ stay together ~ argue together ~ and many many..
It's meaningful ~ and memorizes ~
I'm glad that i had a sweet memories with you all ~..Without you all, I think i cant stay in a happy life ~

My family ~..My dad, My mother , My elder sister, second sister, third sister and younger brother ~.
I love you all ~~.XD
Of course you all dont know that i love you all ~>.XD
Because i never let you all know ~
My dad, i m sorry , I get a poor result in my foundation~..and waste your money ~
My mother, Sometimes i really cant stand your temper ~XD. But i know that there you are ~
others ~~.. Thank you all to accompany ~.
Share my academic together ~And play together ~ Shopping together ~ yam cha together ~
Alot alot alot ~~>< .. hope one of you .. after marry, please do not forget us ~~okay ~~

I have alot alot alot alot words to say ~..
But I think i have to stop ~..
If not, this post would be longer post in my blog ~XD
hehehe.. nice words ! i Love this post ~

迷

In your world.. I seem like invisible...But i still there , and you know that !
Friend told me... You never tell a word about me in front your girl Friend.
i m curious and surprise...is like impossible what..
Normally, Girl friend will asks her boyfriend about his ex..
And boyfriend might tell alittle bit about his ex to his girlfriend..
fuh~~~.. But you ! never tell !.. Even just a small matter also never ..!..
No !. You had answer.. Just your smile !. you just smile to everyone and answer with no word !.
I have no idea why you do so.. !
emmm... maybe in your heart.. i still exist !.. maybe you put me into your heart?? XD. ~~..
Just kidding ~// serious !.. I give up !.. But i cant stop thinking about that  !!.
i feel want to know the answer !.
CAN YOU LET ME KNOW !
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Just like a secret !.. everyone asks you about your ex..
you also choose to be silent !.


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生命~也可也说是个谜！
人，到底是为什么而活呢？
为情？
为财？
还是为自己？

我也满迷惘的..
有时候真的不赞同他人的活法~
可是他人就是他人~我还是我~
其实也可那么说....
“命是我自己的，我要怎样活也不关你的事”XD

但是我还是觉得
命是上天赐给我们最最最最珍贵的礼物！
然而这份礼物最终的结果或用法还是在于我们如何去对待！
当然父母也用心又用力的去疼我们，去爱我们.
所以我觉得命啊~还是要去珍惜，去发挥到我们无法相信的地步！
那我觉得，这样才对的去上天和父母！

所以朋友们， 一定要珍惜哦~
别到了临死前才会学会珍惜或觉得遗憾！