Im looking for you !

No idea why I feel like I need it so much !?
Can you let me know that ?
is it I too bored or too stress recently. !?
In my mind, there are some faces appear in !
Who is it ?
you ? or you? or another you?

Yea. Not that sure. Bored with that, curious with that. Please let me know ya?
anyways, I feel like I need it so badly !. How could it be..
Maybe stay alone too long? hahaha

EMMA

EMMA is my English name !~
Start from onward, please call me emma, no more liying or siew hong !
OKies ~

Also, for making new friend, I will intro myself by Emma yap, or call me emma !!!
It's ok ? Agree?

If agree, please do it right now !!~

CAN ??

Oh No !

Why ??? Can any one tell me why?

Why my face turn in so terrible ! 

I m trying my best to recover it ! What is going here ?! 

Ishh !!!!!! How how how how ??? 

Emotional Intelligent

Emotional Intelligent ( EI ) is kind of control of yourself emotion.
Yet I am not good enough but i guess i'm on the way to improve this part !

I felt angry when i saw the post. After a few minutes, my anger mood was flying away.
Maybe I know that you having a GREAT girlfriend Right now !? he ~

Whatever, My situation is better than yours. He is better than a MUSLIM although he is from china. !!!!
well, I just to express here you are not my love any more. Those are past tense.
Since you are becoming more crowd, I just ignore, forget, and forgive you . Not need thank me, Because I m treat good for myself ~

Invisible

Stress is a kind of invisible item. Finally, he found me. I'm in the pressure condition.
I'm afraid. I can not get a pass. I can not let my parents feel proud of me.
I have a terrible personality. I m trying to avoid handle stress !

I'm worry about my result badly. How many will it happen in the future..
Before the exam, one, after exam, one. within three years. !
Can I overcome it ? Can I take it ?
Now, is a first semester. I can't take the stress. that's why i m here to writing blog.

What happened when i was at Inti? relax and Relax.
No need to worried that much unlike in taylors.
Maybe I heard some information from my best friend, michelle.
she told me that, she was worries for her result until she cant sleep well, eat well and result in she loss 5 kilogram within a few weeks. It's terrible !.

That's why I feel afraid.
I don't wish to get a fail again !. What can I do right now?
Study? or what?
no idea with that !..  Although i study for hundred or thousand times, i still cant get my confident back !.
Wish ! Wish god can help me !? I'm thinking to change back to inti before i really get a fail in second year!.
I m thinking should i change college now or just stay back ???????
Anyone can answer my question or give me some suggestion?

Just

I m wondering, why do we need to done so many assignment in a semester?
Why Can't we just have relax learning? Stress ?! the only word that I can tell !
Why ???
dizzzyy ~~ anyways, coming here just for destress.... OH NO! There have one presentation waiting me on coming thursday.. hope I can do well on that.. Hope I can improve my speaking and presentation skill !.
I have no confident to speak English infront of my class mates. !
have to be brave ! and Improve IMPROVE and IMPROVE !!!!!!
BE BRAVE AND BRAVE !!!

Am I mad?? No idea with that.. Bye , My friends ~

望

每一次

当深夜降临，所有的感觉都回来了

没有不高兴，只是渴望。。渴望得到

身边的朋友一个一个一个都有了

一个一个露出幸福的面孔，却让我感到羡慕，也替他们感到高兴

刚刚看了前室友的部落格发现她也遭殃了。。哈哈

不错不错！是该发展发展

我呢？？

时机未到，等！