FAIL

Yea... I failed  !!!
Advanced English... dead dead ~
You all Passed ~! FAIL just for me ~~.. haiz..
Bored..
Really bored for HELP & English ~

I really speechless !!!
What can I do ~
The thing I can do is.. Just shut my mouth and continue study..
no matter how shame it is.. no matter how tough it is !!!!
no matter how tired i feel... no matter how bored i feel !!

I will just stand for it.. and hard working for it !!!
Good luck ya !!!!! FOR My dearest myself !!!!!
YAP SIEW HONG / YE LI YING !!!!!
You can de.!!!

没力气的我

今晚的我好想哭....
但哭不出...尝试去把快流下来的眼泪给挤出来...
但眼泪却收的快...让我无法流下来...

我也对这个家没了热盛.....
剩下也只是冷冷淡淡的心...

没了就是没了
再也无法去禰补..

过也过了...
能的只有去接受...
接受一个不想去接受...不想去应酬... 不想再去顾虑....

EMO+ing

Seriously, i don't like being an emo person.

But i felt emo again.. haiz.. 

I m wondering...Why i am so easy to feel emo?

I have no idea ~

Maybe because of you?

Or maybe because of your words?

Or maybe because of my family?

Or maybe because of i can't get what i wan?

Or maybe because of I m alone now?

Last night, i felt lonely and i slept together with my two sister.

Three people slept together on the queen size bed ~

can u imagine how small and suffer we had? XD

I keep disturb my sister and tried to be have fun with her..

I wish i can cover my feeling by using this way ~.

It's work ~ until my brother switch on the light..

I woke up sudden, and felt unsecured sudden~

I moved to my room and slept after that..

That was moment.. my brain was blank !

It's blank !!

I tried several way to made myself to sleep again.. but failed ~

i was tired ~! finally I can sleep !

woke up at 10 somthing ~!.(usual time)

My life ~ is it so complicated?

I m confuse ~

I wish i can have a simple life.. Without you 

yea.. it's can.... i know i can do it ~..

Irresponsible !

you are irresponsible..
WTF !

As a son, you know what you need to do !
BUT..... You act like dont know everything. !
WTH you doing..
you this bastard  ! !

If parents let their room to you !
If you think feel good !
If you feel not shame enough !
If you think you are deserve it ! YOU JUST TAKE IT !

called you pay the bills...What you do and said????
YOU SAID :" HOW ABOUT MOTHER? AH LING? AH HUI? AH WEI? AH HONG? AH KIAN?
you are sososo funny. childish, and selfish. !!
yea.. Traditionally, elder sister and I should move out from that room for you !

But your characteristic and personality made us against it !!
What for we move out for you. !
You beat everyone of us ! For sure except parents.
You hang over every ounce !

缘分

去了趟kukup

原来开心这两个字离我不远…..

开心与不开心只是在一念之间

只要放开心去玩，去认识…

你的世界也不会小到哪里去

说实话，我们这一帮人…

真的是不玩不相识….只是玩了一晚….

我们却开始认识对方…..

这就是我们的缘分……作为朋友的缘分….

一场仗争的开始

笨蛋老大的炸胡

玩完的臭与丑样

醉醒的第二天的早上

临走前的大合照

有时成为朋友的缘分好过成为情侣的缘分

虽然在空闲的时候会想一想他…

无可否认…回忆是甜蜜的…

可是甜蜜归甜蜜….事实归事实

我们分开了…..我们有缘成为情侣…但我们没分在一起…^^

开心过就好了….

哈哈哈哈

还有我会记得kukup 的

因为我献出了我的第一次的吐。。。因酒而吐的

哈哈哈哈

我就是我

荒废中

在考试其中的我 , 竟然敢敢在看网上小说….

有点不知死活….哈哈哈

原本以为看看一小小段

怎么知道我却迷了下去

睡也睡到12点

吃也只是吃maggi

新的筷子还是不如旧筷子的好

………….

考完试的我也很过分

一考完就直接去玩

那天的我

其实很庆幸….可以与你差肩而过….(哈哈哈)

虽然只是短短的四个钟头….

却让我感受到我原本的性格

我很高兴 , 原来我还活着…我还没有迷失…我还是我…

很庆幸的有那个缘与你相见，遇见

看看你跟你的朋友玩得像猴子或小丑，很可爱也很帅气哦~！

你的存在让我高兴…

原来我还没变！

这才是重点！….我依然喜欢 ***** ……..

原来我有我的难处….原来当我在假笑时…你也知道

哈~ 真讽刺……我假好辛苦哦….那我该不该再去假假呢？

可能该假的时候，就该假一假

不该时就不假 ~(废话)

突然觉得很多事情都变了

变得不再单纯，不再简单

这一切一切都是自己所造成的….

自己必须明白这固中的道理….

才会成长…..我也明白，了解…

所以我想通了…..

一个家庭

近来的我们的确有点小无聊

这一切一切是由我们的老大开始的

(虽然他不是真正的老大, 这只是一个称呼)

在这家庭里….我们扮演不同角色.

老大         =爸爸 = 曾受害                                   Bryant       = 舅舅 = 梅凉信

我             = 妈妈 = 申晶冰                                 Choonyen = 叔叔 =曾仁耀

Yanying     = 二奶 = 曾氏莎婆                             Alan            = 叔叔 = 曾龚祝

Yongwei    = 大姐大= 梅淂鹫                              Michelle    = 姑姑 = 曾惠瓻

Jill              = baby = 曾晓俪

Kevin         = 哥哥 = 曾百赐

Yonghao    = 叔叔 = 施仁綉

Cwen         = 婶婶 = 梅游猱

在这些名字里却有不同的意思 ，哈哈哈

虽然我很不想成为妈妈….我也很同意的把位子让给yanying

哈哈哈。。。。。。 希望yanying 会照顾家里的成员。（虽然很难）

但我相信她！

哈哈

这是我们的家庭也是我们的gang ！也是一个团！

名为 SIAO GROUP !