迷

In your world.. I seem like invisible...But i still there , and you know that !
Friend told me... You never tell a word about me in front your girl Friend.
i m curious and surprise...is like impossible what..
Normally, Girl friend will asks her boyfriend about his ex..
And boyfriend might tell alittle bit about his ex to his girlfriend..
fuh~~~.. But you ! never tell !.. Even just a small matter also never ..!..
No !. You had answer.. Just your smile !. you just smile to everyone and answer with no word !.
I have no idea why you do so.. !
emmm... maybe in your heart.. i still exist !.. maybe you put me into your heart?? XD. ~~..
Just kidding ~// serious !.. I give up !.. But i cant stop thinking about that  !!.
i feel want to know the answer !.
CAN YOU LET ME KNOW !
....................................................................................................................................................................
Just like a secret !.. everyone asks you about your ex..
you also choose to be silent !.


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生命~也可也说是个谜！
人，到底是为什么而活呢？
为情？
为财？
还是为自己？

我也满迷惘的..
有时候真的不赞同他人的活法~
可是他人就是他人~我还是我~
其实也可那么说....
“命是我自己的，我要怎样活也不关你的事”XD

但是我还是觉得
命是上天赐给我们最最最最珍贵的礼物！
然而这份礼物最终的结果或用法还是在于我们如何去对待！
当然父母也用心又用力的去疼我们，去爱我们.
所以我觉得命啊~还是要去珍惜，去发挥到我们无法相信的地步！
那我觉得，这样才对的去上天和父母！

所以朋友们， 一定要珍惜哦~
别到了临死前才会学会珍惜或觉得遗憾！

You

YOU

I don't know your name.

I don't know about you.

I don't know how old are you. [just know you bigger than me]

You are my relative [far cousin]

But i don't know you.

but I feel want know more about you.

I feel want have more fun with you.

I feel want meet you more. [if can.. wherever]

You are not handsome. 

But for me, you are good-looking.

You are not thin.

But for me, you are okay.

You are funny and joyful.

Unlucky, you left early ! i wish you can send me back to my car.heee..

But you have asthma...Take care, okay?....

I hope you have can a healthy body & don't smoke ..

okay? 

Coming

The date is coming !!!..
Final exam.. !! wuhohoh..
seriously, what am i doing now?? reading comic.?
working? relaxing.? what else?
The action i have been done is not related on study..?
How could i survive on this final exam?

For malaysian studies.. I can say that, i can let it to fail
BUT
for the Advanced eng...... haiz..please, let me pass it !
i just wan pass this subject only.. how difficult ya?? haiz
Alot of friend said that.. : this is third times u take, so easy get pass de. dont worry~ you can de!"
You know those words can come out easily, but it hard to complete those task !
So, please god !.. Let me pass ok??
I wish that i can pass and step up degree on next year. !
fully hope that. !
*praying*

The word of " LOVE"

Guys, How do you think about love?
Somebody said that " love is blind" Is it??
I m sosososos curious? Why does love is blind?
I don't think so..
Why say it so? Your mind can be clear.. When you falling in love..
What the fuck is that..
" You must sacrifice
" You must pay
" You must believe
" You must do it
.. puhh.... What the hell is that.. I don't agree..
Yea.... Sacrifice, I know. But it must depends on what situation.
Pay? What Should You pay for your love? Time? Body? heart?What else?
Believe? there is true love in the world, but there isn't forever love in the world..
Do it? what should you do??
Try to be rational !

Never ever ever ever ever believe love..
In my world.. ~~ hee heee....
(actuallly not so negative) XD
But sometimes.. The words from boy are really hard to believe.
...sometimes they might forget or what..
...sometimes they already promise that but they really break the promise.
Such as i will love you forever.. I never love other girl, except you..=.=
gishh... those sentences were out from their mouth.. But they never ever ever ever do it.

Actually sometimes i choose not to believe.. Because it is hurt..
I must know that where i am ..
The place i am.. is in the reality world.
materializes materializes.. !!!!
It is materializes..
The word of love cant feed your hunger.. Cant feed your desire..?
Who can feed by love this word..?????
Seriously, no one can feed by this word..
This is just the part of the life...
Yes.. Without love, the world does not beautiful and pretty..
Sometimes. i force to agree.. sometimes love can be a medicine.. to recover someone pain..
After pain, i think they will gain somethings.. and with love they will be brave to step out.~

In my world, " Love " does not mean useless..
Just sometimes.... dont over confident on Love..
Just keep it safe for yourself..
Just to protect yourself...
Just to keep happy..

That's all you can do actually...
I know i want love.. but i not really believe on love..
Love is " Want" not "Need' .. Marketing ~~..hehehe...
Just especially for me !!~~..wohuhuhuhu..
yea, alright..  I know.. i not want love now !.. I just target for more new friends ~~
Friend is better than couple... Not sometimes... It's real..
Even thought friends might betray you.. But that not hurt as your girlfren or boyfren betray you !
Friend... I lost you !. But i still have alot friends.
But girlfren or boyfrien... Just have one..lost one.. then the person wont back anymore..
~~~...........
so.. Friends is more important than couple ~~. wuhohohohoho..~~

似乎

...........................
好累啊...............
好想歇一歇......

我以为这学期会是最懒的一个学期
当然....这是我还没开始开工....的想法
一旦我开工后......就觉得有点赶...
我的时间没了......
不过还好我还可以拿钱......
哈哈哈哈哈.....所以心里还有点安慰~~

刚开始时却还好......没什么感觉.....
但是时间一久....什么累啊，闷啊，或什么都来了....
有时候真的拼了老命却还得不到！......纳闷啊 !!!
人生就本应该这样子.....这是什么老话啊......
可是这句话的却是真的...还真的有点不服气啊!!!!!
(心里真的很矛盾啊).....锤 / 槌心啊!!!!!>.<''''''

老了，累了，闷了，想了，乐了，那你呢?
关系也断了~.......这就是我们的结果.....
你问我这   “就是你的决定”.....
我也只能回答你   “就算我会后悔，我也会把它给吃下去”
哈哈哈哈阿訇.......真的太爱我的回答~!!!!!
好酷哦　～～～～～～
ｈｅｅｅｈｅｅｅｅ

说什么都是我的决定!....我懂你会尊敬我.....
也谢谢你的尊敬~.....也因为你尊敬......我才会选择去坦白...
我也不希望我的坦白会伤害到你....可是我明白我的话却让你难堪....
没什么....人有很多种....你我确实是不同人.....
所以我也不便在多说些什么.....
所以我们也完了~~~~
自私并没有错....但是你的自私却伤害到人..
那你就错得很离谱.....

当我知道　“被绑架的受害者，却爱上了犯罪者”
这句话我无比的赞同啊～......
有时候......真的避免不了.....明明知道他 / 她就是毒药......
却还一头栽下去.....不知该说笨呢还是什么......
要完全的抽离可以吗？可能吗？

Real World

X: Back to real world, girl .......

Y: Yea.. I'm back, no worries...

X: that's great..

Y: .............

Yes, I'm Back..... !

Back from animation world..

for me.. 

last week was a wonderful week.. although it was not good luck week, but i was enjoy with animation...

finally, completed three different types of animation in a week... and i was feel any tiring on that, somemore i was en-joyful with these moment.... 

棋灵王, 下一站巨星, 好像告诉你
I can keep watching until midnight without feel tiring.. 
I have a experience.. I watched until 4 am, only rest for my day.. 
i was sososo satisfy... nothing better than this. 


Also,I have learn alot of things from these animation.. 

They teach how to face the conflict..even though i m afraid... 

With dream, i need to sacrifice something... 

I wont let my destiny to control my life, and let god to help me decided..

I want to make all choice byself.. with no regret !

They teach me .. do not let it go ..... if really care about it, then i need to try my best to get it.. What i want.. what i wish !
Only I will get what I want in my life...


And I almost forget i still having term paper, which is need to summit on next wednesday..
Gosh.. Actually term paper need to summit on next friday, but next frieday is public holiday.
So all classes need to summit term paper early..
haiz.. and i just did 200 ++ words only.. how do i survive fro this.. loxl..
Stop animation? Stop Facebook? Stop chatting? Stop resting?
If i really can do these.. then i m not Yap Li Ying anymore~
XD


SO.. I will half doing assignment, Facebook, Chatting, and resting ~..
hahahaha.... If not i will be dead. Cz it is too boring, if without these...
people always goes this way.. 
wont action if there have too much time.... they only take action on last minutes.

Bad Habit ya ~!!!
So, try to delete that habit. !.. If not.. i will die very soon.. T.T..
bye bye, my friends~

人生就是戏..

哇~

看看看看看看看看

Wuoohohohohohohhohoh……………

这一星期以来, 我看了三部戏…………………..

两部电影和一部动画

“童眼”

是一部鬼戏~….主演者有杨丞琳,余文乐等等…….

剧情是说.. 有两对情侣,哥哥和妹妹一同去泰国游玩~

可是还景不常, 泰国发生暴乱~ 他们只好来离开泰国….

真的是他们太倒霉还是什么..机场却关闭了…..=.=..

他们也能去暂住旅馆~……….. 这一切切的谜和事物都从这旅馆开始~

接下来的剧情嘛,,,, 你们就慢慢的去电影院观看吧….XD

虽然不是很恐怖,可是当中有几个部分我也忍不住用我的外套的帽子去遮我的眼…

哈哈啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 !!!

果然，人还是现实的… !

“RED”

Retired Extremely  Dangerous…..

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈阿哈哈阿啊哈哈哈哈哈阿…..

这套戏真的是太好了~…. 也太好笑了吧~!!!!!!!!

完全败给这套戏啊……….. 全部主角都是中年人哦~他们在戏中是个退休人士~

可是有些部分真的真的真的太太太太太太帅了!!!!!!!!!!!

真的是超帅的说欸~~~~~~XD

有点太白痴…=.=

不过，紧张的部分也蛮都多~

当然最帅的就是Bruce Wills…..有点迷上他~~..hohohoho

“下一站巨星”

是动画哦~ 真的真的超好看的说欸~=.=

别理我耍白痴 !!!...真的很好看….很好笑~….

常常被她无厘头的想法，做法或什么的搞到无言啊~~ ~

可是她的笑点真的有点顶不顺……… 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈阿哈哈哈哈哈哈啊哈哈哈哈

当然….当中在戏中，我看到了她的毅力….努力…

所以身为女孩的我们~….一定要懂得为自己打算，不过还认知心不可有，但防人之心不可无….

也有一部，”棋灵王”

也正在进行当中~….还剩三四集就看完了…

这一部…也是我最喜欢的…..虽然我不懂得围棋…

可是我知道从围棋里可以看到人的人为.....X.X…..

这也是让我学的更多的一部动画~…..

“面对恐惧, 完全不逃避……反而更勇敢的去面对~”