Invisible thing comes

I guess, stress is coming to me ... Why ? My face ? My body ? My result ? Haiz ..
No idea why turn in this such terrible situation ! Haiz ...
Right now , I just hope my face turn into good condition . And I get pass in my academic !

These are what I want!!

I don't like in this situation ! I hate myself so much right now !

I know it can't be so rush right now , but I can't wait for it !
I become more nervous and nervous . I wish I can find someone to talk too ! Sometimes I feel I .....

Haiz ... Useless feeling coming !

看着你飞 ！

手中的画比还我着急 阳光在美的天气加上回忆 你收在心里
穿上你送我的毛衣
只剩一句 好好照顾自己

看着你飞耶~耶
思念地图有了你
我可以天天努力 给你写信 寄到你心里

看着你飞耶~耶
怎么你还在我心里
你总说如果想你 闭上眼睛
我现在相信你 因为我爱你


穿上你送我的毛衣
只剩一句 好好照顾自己

看着你飞耶~耶
思念地图有了你
我可以天天努力 给你写信 寄到你心里

看着你飞耶~耶
怎么你还在我心里
你总说如果想你 闭上眼睛
我现在相信你 因为我爱你

Not yet complete oh~ friends. i will upload as fast as possible ooo ~

KeepTrackON !

Im looking for you !

No idea why I feel like I need it so much !?
Can you let me know that ?
is it I too bored or too stress recently. !?
In my mind, there are some faces appear in !
Who is it ?
you ? or you? or another you?

Yea. Not that sure. Bored with that, curious with that. Please let me know ya?
anyways, I feel like I need it so badly !. How could it be..
Maybe stay alone too long? hahaha

EMMA

EMMA is my English name !~
Start from onward, please call me emma, no more liying or siew hong !
OKies ~

Also, for making new friend, I will intro myself by Emma yap, or call me emma !!!
It's ok ? Agree?

If agree, please do it right now !!~

CAN ??

Oh No !

Why ??? Can any one tell me why?

Why my face turn in so terrible ! 

I m trying my best to recover it ! What is going here ?! 

Ishh !!!!!! How how how how ??? 

Emotional Intelligent

Emotional Intelligent ( EI ) is kind of control of yourself emotion.
Yet I am not good enough but i guess i'm on the way to improve this part !

I felt angry when i saw the post. After a few minutes, my anger mood was flying away.
Maybe I know that you having a GREAT girlfriend Right now !? he ~

Whatever, My situation is better than yours. He is better than a MUSLIM although he is from china. !!!!
well, I just to express here you are not my love any more. Those are past tense.
Since you are becoming more crowd, I just ignore, forget, and forgive you . Not need thank me, Because I m treat good for myself ~

Invisible

Stress is a kind of invisible item. Finally, he found me. I'm in the pressure condition.
I'm afraid. I can not get a pass. I can not let my parents feel proud of me.
I have a terrible personality. I m trying to avoid handle stress !

I'm worry about my result badly. How many will it happen in the future..
Before the exam, one, after exam, one. within three years. !
Can I overcome it ? Can I take it ?
Now, is a first semester. I can't take the stress. that's why i m here to writing blog.

What happened when i was at Inti? relax and Relax.
No need to worried that much unlike in taylors.
Maybe I heard some information from my best friend, michelle.
she told me that, she was worries for her result until she cant sleep well, eat well and result in she loss 5 kilogram within a few weeks. It's terrible !.

That's why I feel afraid.
I don't wish to get a fail again !. What can I do right now?
Study? or what?
no idea with that !..  Although i study for hundred or thousand times, i still cant get my confident back !.
Wish ! Wish god can help me !? I'm thinking to change back to inti before i really get a fail in second year!.
I m thinking should i change college now or just stay back ???????
Anyone can answer my question or give me some suggestion?