Expressing ....... :(

Harlo , it's time for me update here ...
It's around half year I didn't update my blog here. Well , I don't know how am I going to express my feeling here .
Feel that I'm so useless after dad have told his story to me . I didnot what it brings to others . I just know this is the reason why my dad is success and have that ability feed my family .
Seriously, I really feel hopeless for my elder brother . How can he continue live without doing any job. Sister in law is feeding him ! What a useless person I never meet before . Does he feels shame ? I don't know . All I know is be really good in counting ..

I know this story is a long story ! Each of them has their story and their own life ! However, in their life , there are many people involve . Don't they prove it to us they are able to feed themself ! At least get a job and to gain your own

Change !
Is another story . Change your discipline . Change your time management ! Change your mind set . Ensure your mind is open enough to absorb anything which is unexpected ! If you can't change people's mind , you may change your mind , your belief , your behavior . Yet, it is hard work ! I know . Everyone is still learning through their pAthway, including me ! You have to try !

For myself !
What else to comment myself ! Come on, be brave ! Don't be shy ! If you are going to be a success business lady, the first thing that I have to learn is to be brave ! Second, be brave ! Third, don afraid people is laughing ! Just be brave .. Don't be coward !
Can you do it ?
Promise me , at least be brave and ask ask ask ask ask .../