Expressing ....... :(

Harlo , it's time for me update here ...
It's around half year I didn't update my blog here. Well , I don't know how am I going to express my feeling here .
Feel that I'm so useless after dad have told his story to me . I didnot what it brings to others . I just know this is the reason why my dad is success and have that ability feed my family .
Seriously, I really feel hopeless for my elder brother . How can he continue live without doing any job. Sister in law is feeding him ! What a useless person I never meet before . Does he feels shame ? I don't know . All I know is be really good in counting ..

I know this story is a long story ! Each of them has their story and their own life ! However, in their life , there are many people involve . Don't they prove it to us they are able to feed themself ! At least get a job and to gain your own

Change !
Is another story . Change your discipline . Change your time management ! Change your mind set . Ensure your mind is open enough to absorb anything which is unexpected ! If you can't change people's mind , you may change your mind , your belief , your behavior . Yet, it is hard work ! I know . Everyone is still learning through their pAthway, including me ! You have to try !

For myself !
What else to comment myself ! Come on, be brave ! Don't be shy ! If you are going to be a success business lady, the first thing that I have to learn is to be brave ! Second, be brave ! Third, don afraid people is laughing ! Just be brave .. Don't be coward !
Can you do it ?
Promise me , at least be brave and ask ask ask ask ask .../

MyTarget !

There is only one target in my long break which is to reduce 6 kilograms !

Can i do it ? Eh.. I will try my best to reduce it..
First of all, I have to keep jogging everyday and at least go for jugra once a week !
Second, breakfast just only can eat oat; lunch only can eat half bowl; dinner just only can see five bites!
Third, make sure that I remind myself to feel hungry !.
This is to prove that I m hungry for slim and health life.!

Okies??
promise everyone, I try to reduce my weight at least 4 or 5 kilograms !
can I can I???

Invisible thing comes

I guess, stress is coming to me ... Why ? My face ? My body ? My result ? Haiz ..
No idea why turn in this such terrible situation ! Haiz ...
Right now , I just hope my face turn into good condition . And I get pass in my academic !

These are what I want!!

I don't like in this situation ! I hate myself so much right now !

I know it can't be so rush right now , but I can't wait for it !
I become more nervous and nervous . I wish I can find someone to talk too ! Sometimes I feel I .....

Haiz ... Useless feeling coming !

看着你飞 ！

手中的画比还我着急 阳光在美的天气加上回忆 你收在心里
穿上你送我的毛衣
只剩一句 好好照顾自己

看着你飞耶~耶
思念地图有了你
我可以天天努力 给你写信 寄到你心里

看着你飞耶~耶
怎么你还在我心里
你总说如果想你 闭上眼睛
我现在相信你 因为我爱你


穿上你送我的毛衣
只剩一句 好好照顾自己

看着你飞耶~耶
思念地图有了你
我可以天天努力 给你写信 寄到你心里

看着你飞耶~耶
怎么你还在我心里
你总说如果想你 闭上眼睛
我现在相信你 因为我爱你

Not yet complete oh~ friends. i will upload as fast as possible ooo ~

KeepTrackON !

Im looking for you !

No idea why I feel like I need it so much !?
Can you let me know that ?
is it I too bored or too stress recently. !?
In my mind, there are some faces appear in !
Who is it ?
you ? or you? or another you?

Yea. Not that sure. Bored with that, curious with that. Please let me know ya?
anyways, I feel like I need it so badly !. How could it be..
Maybe stay alone too long? hahaha

EMMA

EMMA is my English name !~
Start from onward, please call me emma, no more liying or siew hong !
OKies ~

Also, for making new friend, I will intro myself by Emma yap, or call me emma !!!
It's ok ? Agree?

If agree, please do it right now !!~

CAN ??

Oh No !

Why ??? Can any one tell me why?

Why my face turn in so terrible ! 

I m trying my best to recover it ! What is going here ?! 

Ishh !!!!!! How how how how ???