Worst Thing happened !

Within these few months, I faced alot of situations which I afraid the most !

First incident  - FAIL of subjects that I taken last semester. 

What subject was it? It is Money and Banking. 

Holy shit !  What the hell. I know Money and Banking would fail in my final in fact. Just I started feel worried I could not able to pass this subject since I have so much experience in HELP UNIVERSITY COLLEGE. 

The subject which is advanced English that I could not able to get a pass of trying three times and wasting around 9 months to give a tried on getting a pass. However, I got fail end up. 

What to do. Is the time to let me change College since I can't finish my foundation in HELP.

The Next University that I was Studied which is INTI INTERNATIONAL UNIVERSITY COLLEGE. 

Very lucky, I got all pass An few A from there and Complete my foundation over there. 

Of course, My friend kept asking me that what subject that I am taking right now. I forced to tell lie which was I took degree in INTI but in actual I was taking Foundation and complete over there. 

And again, I found it there is too bored to stay cause most of friends will back to their room and took a rest after having two hours and continues to back to classroom after two hours. For me, I really need to find a place to spend my two hours there because I had no room to rest. Therefore, I need to followed my friend back to their room and take a rest over their place and some of times I was staying in library to spend those two hours and waiting for the next class. Well, this was not a good experience; however, I feel that this is part that I need to stand for. What's next? Taylor's lakeside University, hhahahaha

AS USUAL, My gang asked me why keep changing University. What to say? of course I'll said that because the course over there is better and is the one I want to take it..hehehe

tell lie again.. Seriously, I need to cover one lie to telling more lies !. That's true. Of course, there is a gang which I not need to tell lie..heheh because we are BIG FOUR ! hehehe

New environment, new situation, new friends. All about new !

I believe I got a new chapter of my life. There is always big threat for me which is result !

for the first semester, I was worried my English for business purpose. What to do. 

My English is poor. This is a fact. I know that I always know that. I need to keep improve, improve and improve. I got pass in first semester. WELL DONE ! Second semester? MLS and  BC.. Oh My god, I really worried so much ! Again , EXCELLENT ! Third semester? I got 21 marks out of 50 marks in my Money and banking ..  holy shit !.. It is a biggest threat at that moment. After the final, i knew that i surely fail that paper.. It really did as I was expected. FAIL ! O G MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Therefore, I started to revision before result had released. Also, there was one thing that I never expected was there was 13 people got fail in MB ?? Are you Kidding  me, MR LIM ?? 

Yes, he did not.  emmmmmm, While it came to us, Mr Lim started share his points which were coming out in the resit paper. It was really awesome !..... because it really helps us to get pass in the module ~~ it is really good after see the resit result because I got pass.. FINALLY, I can go further and keep going forward. UK , 

WAIT ME !! UNITED KINGDOM !!! 

S.H

S.H .. Woah !! Oh my god !! I am attracted by him  so much so much !!!

He is so handsome !!!! oh my god !
I do not want to do so but I just can't control my finger.
It automatically type on Sxxx H..
And him appear in front of me. !
I just can't stop on looking his picture everyday.
I did swear, I never did that before.
HOW HORRIBLE I AM !!!

Sorry for being crazy.
Just I never thought of I attracted by him so much?
After a couple years, I thought I never meet a guy like him although he is not around in Malaysia.
Currently, he staying Australia because of study.

This all happen due to a small incident.
One day, Myfriend posted one picture and with description " Coffee Tea time with S... H.."
Of course his smile make me feel warm.
Click on his name automatically, and check for his profile picture..
Okies, This situation would not happen if i did not on it.
But it happen because I check for his profile picture and make me feel "Woah"
I love it !!..
What's next?? just guess it ! muahahahXD..
Sound crazy ! Because of him, I really be crazy people.
Check on his Facebook everyday. Look on his previous picture as well.

hahahaa.. after few dramatic incident in past, I thought i will no get into in so crazy !
After i saw his picture, especially his smile, it make me become 花痴!!

Guess what? I am still check on his mother websites which contains alot picture about him as well..
All the way, looking on his picture and figure out, who is my rival ?

by checking his posted, I saw one post which is stated there " I saw a girl and I in <3 p="">OMG !!!! that time i am quite sad but there is something made me feel curious " I get fraped"
I was keeping figure it out what does it mean  by " FRAPED"
By dictionary, By asking friend, still can't get the answer. I was feel exhausted. Until there is one day, I check it by google, It states, Is the form of facebook words and it mean that the account is being hack or misuse.
okies, there all for me !. I feel I am feel happy again !..haha
Seem like i m going to write all the way long about him !!! hahahaaha..

I m so sorry about that. But I just can't any way to express my feeling..

I am Interested on him !! I want to know about him more and know him.
The most important is want to make friend with him !.
To check whether i am in the right feeling or not!

I feel shy to ask my friend to introduce to me but there is only one for me to get know about him more and able to make friend with him !
but i still feel shy to do so and my finally is coming !. So I am going to wait after the final exam and to check whether the feeling can stay for long or not.
I do not want take action fast without accurate feeling.
I am afraid maybe he is not that one I want !.
I just have to be train.
If after exam, I am still looking for his picture everyday !?
I will go for him..hahaaheheheh..

shhh ~~~ you really handsome, no matter people or my sister comment on " Still okies"
you are still handsome for me !!

Expressing ....... :(

Harlo , it's time for me update here ...
It's around half year I didn't update my blog here. Well , I don't know how am I going to express my feeling here .
Feel that I'm so useless after dad have told his story to me . I didnot what it brings to others . I just know this is the reason why my dad is success and have that ability feed my family .
Seriously, I really feel hopeless for my elder brother . How can he continue live without doing any job. Sister in law is feeding him ! What a useless person I never meet before . Does he feels shame ? I don't know . All I know is be really good in counting ..

I know this story is a long story ! Each of them has their story and their own life ! However, in their life , there are many people involve . Don't they prove it to us they are able to feed themself ! At least get a job and to gain your own

Change !
Is another story . Change your discipline . Change your time management ! Change your mind set . Ensure your mind is open enough to absorb anything which is unexpected ! If you can't change people's mind , you may change your mind , your belief , your behavior . Yet, it is hard work ! I know . Everyone is still learning through their pAthway, including me ! You have to try !

For myself !
What else to comment myself ! Come on, be brave ! Don't be shy ! If you are going to be a success business lady, the first thing that I have to learn is to be brave ! Second, be brave ! Third, don afraid people is laughing ! Just be brave .. Don't be coward !
Can you do it ?
Promise me , at least be brave and ask ask ask ask ask .../

MyTarget !

There is only one target in my long break which is to reduce 6 kilograms !

Can i do it ? Eh.. I will try my best to reduce it..
First of all, I have to keep jogging everyday and at least go for jugra once a week !
Second, breakfast just only can eat oat; lunch only can eat half bowl; dinner just only can see five bites!
Third, make sure that I remind myself to feel hungry !.
This is to prove that I m hungry for slim and health life.!

Okies??
promise everyone, I try to reduce my weight at least 4 or 5 kilograms !
can I can I???