arghhhhhhhhh...
OMG, Oh my gosh.
It is super stresss to deal with all assignments !..
Keep telling myself breath in ~ breath out ~
keep calms and move out.
Hard way to go ~ long way to go ~
you should go without any doubt since you have make this decision.
for sure, there is comfort zone in Malaysia , spoon feed by taylor's lecture, tips from lecture.
Seriously, I have no idea why I come United kingdom o further my study, This question popped out in sudden. I have forget what is the reason pushing me to come over here until my friend had remind me, "Think of why you planned to come over for your studies?" at that moment, I'm awake !
Yes, I came over here is because I want growth, I want to experience more, Explore more, although I am not smart enough, I am not clever enough. pass or second class should be not issue for me if I really put effort on it. Therefore, is it time change my behaviour: do not give up until the time has reach. Everything can be change after you have put your effort on.
What else? Read more, although I keep remind myself to read more, but I'm still fail to do so. In order to so, fast fast finish all drama.. Mauahahahaa.. (sound so ridicule )
of course not . just kidding.. really need to did a lot of reading. For myself, For my parents.
TO Avoid make my parents feel down on me.. Of course. pass is the minimum line I can go on. I wish I could able go higher, higher and higher. Stress is the main component ! without you, there is nothing can push me, motivation is another component ! keep motivate myself to pushing up my grade and study.!
Always remember on cost that parents spend on me, how much love they toward me, how much caring of them toward me. expectation of them, i could able to complete my degree. !
One last thing,,,,, Did ONE FOR YOURSELF, EMMA !!!!!
Grab your bright future for yourself.. No one is going to help you in forever time!
They are just temporary helper, in long term, they will treat you as burden ..
You know, BURDEN !
Don't become burden of others !!!!!!
Promise to yourself ! okies?
Best,
Emma Yap
