Real World

X: Back to real world, girl .......

Y: Yea.. I'm back, no worries...

X: that's great..

Y: .............

Yes, I'm Back..... !

Back from animation world..

for me.. 

last week was a wonderful week.. although it was not good luck week, but i was enjoy with animation...

finally, completed three different types of animation in a week... and i was feel any tiring on that, somemore i was en-joyful with these moment.... 

棋灵王, 下一站巨星, 好像告诉你
I can keep watching until midnight without feel tiring.. 
I have a experience.. I watched until 4 am, only rest for my day.. 
i was sososo satisfy... nothing better than this. 


Also,I have learn alot of things from these animation.. 

They teach how to face the conflict..even though i m afraid... 

With dream, i need to sacrifice something... 

I wont let my destiny to control my life, and let god to help me decided..

I want to make all choice byself.. with no regret !

They teach me .. do not let it go ..... if really care about it, then i need to try my best to get it.. What i want.. what i wish !
Only I will get what I want in my life...


And I almost forget i still having term paper, which is need to summit on next wednesday..
Gosh.. Actually term paper need to summit on next friday, but next frieday is public holiday.
So all classes need to summit term paper early..
haiz.. and i just did 200 ++ words only.. how do i survive fro this.. loxl..
Stop animation? Stop Facebook? Stop chatting? Stop resting?
If i really can do these.. then i m not Yap Li Ying anymore~
XD


SO.. I will half doing assignment, Facebook, Chatting, and resting ~..
hahahaha.... If not i will be dead. Cz it is too boring, if without these...
people always goes this way.. 
wont action if there have too much time.... they only take action on last minutes.

Bad Habit ya ~!!!
So, try to delete that habit. !.. If not.. i will die very soon.. T.T..
bye bye, my friends~

人生就是戏..

哇~

看看看看看看看看

Wuoohohohohohohhohoh……………

这一星期以来, 我看了三部戏…………………..

两部电影和一部动画

“童眼”

是一部鬼戏~….主演者有杨丞琳,余文乐等等…….

剧情是说.. 有两对情侣,哥哥和妹妹一同去泰国游玩~

可是还景不常, 泰国发生暴乱~ 他们只好来离开泰国….

真的是他们太倒霉还是什么..机场却关闭了…..=.=..

他们也能去暂住旅馆~……….. 这一切切的谜和事物都从这旅馆开始~

接下来的剧情嘛,,,, 你们就慢慢的去电影院观看吧….XD

虽然不是很恐怖,可是当中有几个部分我也忍不住用我的外套的帽子去遮我的眼…

哈哈啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 !!!

果然，人还是现实的… !

“RED”

Retired Extremely  Dangerous…..

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈阿哈哈阿啊哈哈哈哈哈阿…..

这套戏真的是太好了~…. 也太好笑了吧~!!!!!!!!

完全败给这套戏啊……….. 全部主角都是中年人哦~他们在戏中是个退休人士~

可是有些部分真的真的真的太太太太太太帅了!!!!!!!!!!!

真的是超帅的说欸~~~~~~XD

有点太白痴…=.=

不过，紧张的部分也蛮都多~

当然最帅的就是Bruce Wills…..有点迷上他~~..hohohoho

“下一站巨星”

是动画哦~ 真的真的超好看的说欸~=.=

别理我耍白痴 !!!...真的很好看….很好笑~….

常常被她无厘头的想法，做法或什么的搞到无言啊~~ ~

可是她的笑点真的有点顶不顺……… 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈阿哈哈哈哈哈哈啊哈哈哈哈

当然….当中在戏中，我看到了她的毅力….努力…

所以身为女孩的我们~….一定要懂得为自己打算，不过还认知心不可有，但防人之心不可无….

也有一部，”棋灵王”

也正在进行当中~….还剩三四集就看完了…

这一部…也是我最喜欢的…..虽然我不懂得围棋…

可是我知道从围棋里可以看到人的人为.....X.X…..

这也是让我学的更多的一部动画~…..

“面对恐惧, 完全不逃避……反而更勇敢的去面对~”

露骨的话

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊…………………

输了那么多次~!!!!!!!

还是竖在同一关!!!

郁闷啊~~~~~~~~

……………………………………………………..

Haiz…. 还是忘不了他~

那天一醒来,,,,,我发觉

梦里的主角竟然是他~

梦里的我们… 原本分手的我们,竟然在回一起~~

我们回到以往的日子里~…一起吃饭, 躺在你的胸膛~

温暖~………….. 一切都是那么美好的~

(小露骨~~) XD

可是一通电话铃声响起…

这一切切都回到现实中…

我才发觉原来我发了个美梦~~ (笑笑)

可是再想一想原来我所发的是个噩梦 ! !

这一切切都回不了头~~~ 从我们分手的那一天开始 !!!!

不能再去想了….叶厤迎 !

快快想起你对你自己的承诺 !

忘了吗 ?

这可能对自己的最后的任性  !!!!!  好不好 !!!!

最后一次了!!!!!

没关系~ 因为我可能已找回我自己了~。。。

可喜可贺啊~~~~~~~

眠

对...... 就是失眠!

却不知原因为何我会失眠~....
其实对我来说, 这件事很困扰....
完全不知自己在想些什么...
可是我很清楚...我快找回我自己了~....
只是我还很不舍得!... 不舍得放你走.....

第一天,失眠的我....连工都不想做..干脆跟老板请了假...
一上完课,,,, 就驾着我那满一周年的 Suzuki Swift 回家~
果然失眠的后遗症那么大....我竟然只能驾到40 - 60 km 而已
=.=....太佩服我自己了~
可是一回到家....=.=.. 我还很精神的去买burger set来吃。。。....
拖一拖,,,, 拖到4点了...才去补眠~ 但是却只能睡一小时~。。....
haiz...........无言啊 ！！！！

到了第二晚~ ~....
猜一猜我睡的下去吗？
答案就是还是不能。。。。　＝＝。。。
那睡不着～那我就换一换地点睡...
第一....客厅 !!!..ＸＤ哈哈哈～
还是睡不着啊～～～～
第二...客房 !!! ..ＸＤ哈哈哈～
刚开始的其实是睡不着....可是过了一段的时间....
我　我　我　我　我　我　我　我　我　我
终于睡着了～！！

咚咚咚咚咚咚　～～～～～
睡着了　ＸＤＸＤＸＤＸＤ

过了一天的我～
戴着新的隐性眼镜的我..感觉到新的隐性眼镜好像不是我的度数～
看任何东西都很模糊......可是却没办法～。。。
因为我正在上班～！！！。。。　等一会儿，还需要驾车回去！。。
应该没问题～。。我都可以从学院驾着车去上班....虽然是有点模糊～！。。
可是还不止于盲了～。。
可是驾着车还是很想睡！！

＝＝

原则

人不犯我,我不犯人....
这一向都是我的原则....
但是现在对我来说...可能对某某人我可以不顾我的原则....
为何呢?

我要求并不多...只要你可以帮一些些小忙就足够了
但是你并不帮忙反而还提出那么幼稚,没脑的话.........
所以我也不必再去顾虑你那"小小的感受"
也无言以对................... !!!!!!!!!

虽然你一开始已侵犯我的地盘!
我也退让了,可是却很不甘!!!!!
除了不甘，还是不甘!!!

到了最后.....我也静静的看你如何去活在你世界!!!!
=.=/////// 所以对这一种人... 完全不需去理我有什么原则...
面对你这一种人，原则再也不重要！

字

话

总是不能说的太满! 你对我说我会XX你

哈哈….. 其实我并不知道你说的一番的意思?

身为本身的我…..

其实很迷惘 ~

当我静静时….. 我曾思考过…..我是否太冲动….我是否太傻…

而然我们已经开始了~!...( 别误会)

我不保证你或我会有后悔的一天….也不保证双方是否可以不可以按照约定去尽情的去玩呢?

因为我们始终还是人….我们人类只拥有一颗心。

有血有泪的我们到底可以到几时? 拥有一些他们所没有的 ~

我也只能静静的去接受我现在所有的一切

说了这么多……还发觉我呢有点无聊…..

拥有一切的我其实应该感到满足, 但是我却不感到满足….

我的欲望还变本加厉的要更多

欲望还真害人不浅 ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Selfish

Everyone is selfish ~
no one can avoid this word...

Everyone just care what they really feel
Never care how other feel

I have some question in my mind...

is it spend a little time for old friend is a big deal ?
is it spend a little time for parents is a big deal ?
is it spend a little effort for family is a big deal ?
is it spend a little time for caring for other is a big deal ?

Okay, you said invite you to yam cha not a big deal...
because you still drive alone from klang to banting...
and spend time to yam cha with us...
Yea.... because WE ARE NOT MANDY ! so yam cha with old friend is not a big deal ... ha ~
Okay.. I think i have no point to invite you anymore !!
You hang over every ounce it.... Well.. you said no one can understand how you feel ?
You not really let us to know you well ..  you keep acting !.  until you have girlfriend...
until i only know ... our friendship is so weak !. ha..finally... we are over ! we are not important at all !
You are selfish !! you know why i called for yam cha ? because i treat you as my best friend ?
That why I keep asked maw huei to asked you to come together ..

And
you told me " let say, you stand on my situation... what will you do?"
please think about it..I were not you !  if i were you, i would think about parents first.. !
Not your boyfriend's mother.. ha..
yea.. you having your honey month now, but your act is really over !
Over until i cant accept ~!.... never mind.. as long as you happy..
I m lazy to care .. i m lazy to giving advice.. that's all i can give !...
Just do you think are right !... just do it !!!

And
you really don't have brain..You are selfish than others !!!!
I have nothing to say on you.. You are selfish, useless, irresponsible..... etc ~

Of course i m get involve !..
yea.. i m selfish !... if not, i think i will not having this such crazy and mad idea ...
hahaha. but thank you for playing with me ~..XD
But i will back to the place where i belong and where your love has always been enough for me ! XD

Crazy

I know... Today..... I m Crazy...
I don't know what thing cause me to think that way..

AND 

Having a crazy idea ! XD

Yeah.. You are the only one to get involve ~

hahahaahhaa

Maybe, you let me having this such crazy idea ~

GOSH !~.... serious !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im tired to see it !!!

freaking freaking freaking freaking !!!!!

Sometimes.. i m envy you !..... i m jealous you !.....

But now I really jealous you !..

I hope i m inside the photo..
I replace you

ish.!! what i need to do is .. just stop invite your blog !
or doing something !. maybe it isn't work..

But i would like try ~......

try until i know it is impossible....until that moment.. i know i m loser...

Maybe until that moment.. i know i should stop it..

not more trying.. not more hope again.. just to face the fact ...

just let it go ~............

i think i m tired ~ work for 9 hours. 

just eat four breads to settle 2 meals.

maybe for normal days.. that is not enough for me.. 

but only for today.. tat's work ~

and get to drink the herbal tea that is really really really bitter.... it's almost make me feel to vomit out ~

It's crazy...

It's mad...

It's abnormal...

It's ridiculous...

It's foolish...

It's irregular...

Working ~

yes !!!!..Yesterday is my first day working ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have not idea what to wear.. i was scare need black pants, black shoes and uniform ~
But when i reached there..

My boss asked  me a first question that was " why you didnot birng your laptop?"
I STONED !
Not working meh? as a part timer.. as a promoter..
Can i bring my laptop to my working place??
The answer was very obvious... CAN NOT !
But why my boss still asked me that..
after that, i felt funny and curious... "why i need to bring laptop"
The answer i got is " cz to bored.. you can surf net ..."
I stoned ~!
hahahahahahahaha.. yea. it is funny ~~
after that, my boss gave me some magazine and ask me read it.~ok. ~~~~
since i have nothing to do, i read ~

Ok...... I didnot have any sell on yesterday...but.........
wuhuhuhuh today.... i got sales.. but just 2 pieces .. the result is quite low lor..><.....

Yesterday i really just alone ~.. what i did where i went.. just alone.. even waiting my sister i was still alone !
Fine... !!! JUST stand it !!!!
Stand stand ~~~
Gambateh  !!!! i believe that i can make higher sales in my future ~!!