FAIL

Yea... I failed  !!!
Advanced English... dead dead ~
You all Passed ~! FAIL just for me ~~.. haiz..
Bored..
Really bored for HELP & English ~

I really speechless !!!
What can I do ~
The thing I can do is.. Just shut my mouth and continue study..
no matter how shame it is.. no matter how tough it is !!!!
no matter how tired i feel... no matter how bored i feel !!

I will just stand for it.. and hard working for it !!!
Good luck ya !!!!! FOR My dearest myself !!!!!
YAP SIEW HONG / YE LI YING !!!!!
You can de.!!!

没力气的我

今晚的我好想哭....
但哭不出...尝试去把快流下来的眼泪给挤出来...
但眼泪却收的快...让我无法流下来...

我也对这个家没了热盛.....
剩下也只是冷冷淡淡的心...

没了就是没了
再也无法去禰补..

过也过了...
能的只有去接受...
接受一个不想去接受...不想去应酬... 不想再去顾虑....

EMO+ing

Seriously, i don't like being an emo person.

But i felt emo again.. haiz.. 

I m wondering...Why i am so easy to feel emo?

I have no idea ~

Maybe because of you?

Or maybe because of your words?

Or maybe because of my family?

Or maybe because of i can't get what i wan?

Or maybe because of I m alone now?

Last night, i felt lonely and i slept together with my two sister.

Three people slept together on the queen size bed ~

can u imagine how small and suffer we had? XD

I keep disturb my sister and tried to be have fun with her..

I wish i can cover my feeling by using this way ~.

It's work ~ until my brother switch on the light..

I woke up sudden, and felt unsecured sudden~

I moved to my room and slept after that..

That was moment.. my brain was blank !

It's blank !!

I tried several way to made myself to sleep again.. but failed ~

i was tired ~! finally I can sleep !

woke up at 10 somthing ~!.(usual time)

My life ~ is it so complicated?

I m confuse ~

I wish i can have a simple life.. Without you 

yea.. it's can.... i know i can do it ~..

Irresponsible !

you are irresponsible..
WTF !

As a son, you know what you need to do !
BUT..... You act like dont know everything. !
WTH you doing..
you this bastard  ! !

If parents let their room to you !
If you think feel good !
If you feel not shame enough !
If you think you are deserve it ! YOU JUST TAKE IT !

called you pay the bills...What you do and said????
YOU SAID :" HOW ABOUT MOTHER? AH LING? AH HUI? AH WEI? AH HONG? AH KIAN?
you are sososo funny. childish, and selfish. !!
yea.. Traditionally, elder sister and I should move out from that room for you !

But your characteristic and personality made us against it !!
What for we move out for you. !
You beat everyone of us ! For sure except parents.
You hang over every ounce !

缘分

去了趟kukup

原来开心这两个字离我不远…..

开心与不开心只是在一念之间

只要放开心去玩，去认识…

你的世界也不会小到哪里去

说实话，我们这一帮人…

真的是不玩不相识….只是玩了一晚….

我们却开始认识对方…..

这就是我们的缘分……作为朋友的缘分….

一场仗争的开始

笨蛋老大的炸胡

玩完的臭与丑样

醉醒的第二天的早上

临走前的大合照

有时成为朋友的缘分好过成为情侣的缘分

虽然在空闲的时候会想一想他…

无可否认…回忆是甜蜜的…

可是甜蜜归甜蜜….事实归事实

我们分开了…..我们有缘成为情侣…但我们没分在一起…^^

开心过就好了….

哈哈哈哈

还有我会记得kukup 的

因为我献出了我的第一次的吐。。。因酒而吐的

哈哈哈哈

我就是我

荒废中

在考试其中的我 , 竟然敢敢在看网上小说….

有点不知死活….哈哈哈

原本以为看看一小小段

怎么知道我却迷了下去

睡也睡到12点

吃也只是吃maggi

新的筷子还是不如旧筷子的好

………….

考完试的我也很过分

一考完就直接去玩

那天的我

其实很庆幸….可以与你差肩而过….(哈哈哈)

虽然只是短短的四个钟头….

却让我感受到我原本的性格

我很高兴 , 原来我还活着…我还没有迷失…我还是我…

很庆幸的有那个缘与你相见，遇见

看看你跟你的朋友玩得像猴子或小丑，很可爱也很帅气哦~！

你的存在让我高兴…

原来我还没变！

这才是重点！….我依然喜欢 ***** ……..

原来我有我的难处….原来当我在假笑时…你也知道

哈~ 真讽刺……我假好辛苦哦….那我该不该再去假假呢？

可能该假的时候，就该假一假

不该时就不假 ~(废话)

突然觉得很多事情都变了

变得不再单纯，不再简单

这一切一切都是自己所造成的….

自己必须明白这固中的道理….

才会成长…..我也明白，了解…

所以我想通了…..

一个家庭

近来的我们的确有点小无聊

这一切一切是由我们的老大开始的

(虽然他不是真正的老大, 这只是一个称呼)

在这家庭里….我们扮演不同角色.

老大         =爸爸 = 曾受害                                   Bryant       = 舅舅 = 梅凉信

我             = 妈妈 = 申晶冰                                 Choonyen = 叔叔 =曾仁耀

Yanying     = 二奶 = 曾氏莎婆                             Alan            = 叔叔 = 曾龚祝

Yongwei    = 大姐大= 梅淂鹫                              Michelle    = 姑姑 = 曾惠瓻

Jill              = baby = 曾晓俪

Kevin         = 哥哥 = 曾百赐

Yonghao    = 叔叔 = 施仁綉

Cwen         = 婶婶 = 梅游猱

在这些名字里却有不同的意思 ，哈哈哈

虽然我很不想成为妈妈….我也很同意的把位子让给yanying

哈哈哈。。。。。。 希望yanying 会照顾家里的成员。（虽然很难）

但我相信她！

哈哈

这是我们的家庭也是我们的gang ！也是一个团！

名为 SIAO GROUP !

习惯

习惯....
就是习惯...

习惯...
就是习惯的说...

习惯
就是习惯不去想

习惯真的是很习惯
习惯了我的生活.....

Lens Lens

Colour lens ~
I have been wearing Normal lens for 3 or 4 years. Every times, I go to optical shop.. I feel want buy color lens for myself.. But I was scare..seriously, I don't know what I scare..hahahaha....
And I m scare buy it by online.. there are not secure at all....
Die Die Die..... yea.. it's cheap.. but there are not quality at all( person opinion-disagree can just ignore it)^^
Finally.................... I bought it last few weeks...!!!
Wuhuhuhu... I was so happy..... !!!!!!
Before I bought it. the salegirl lets me tried other brand color lens..

放大眼瞳.....FAKE !!!!!.  DISLIKE

fine.. just bought normal one. the color of the lens is starying gray..( Wrong spelling >.<... Forget the name of the color..)

wuhuhuhu....Happy...

I started wearing Color lens on last Monday ~~...

I asked my friends one by one !!..hahahahaha

Yongwei: "not bad"

Michelle: " cool, i like it"

YY: " look weird..." ( 她说怪，那就是很好，很顺)

Kira:" enanananaan... Bigg larr... Pretty lar..."

Kevin:" look like Vampire" ( COOL... I Love Vampire)

Can See the different??? heee heee heee...

Happy ~ happy ~ happy ~ happy ~ Have a sweet smile with me.... Oh god ~.. I love this picture so much..hehehe
With my two cutiee teeth ~..hehehe heehe..

Act cute ~....hahaha.. not use to it ... but act it.. crap, right??hehehe..

Do I  look fierce?? >.<

Wearing for few day only take picture.hahaahha...

Feel a bit late ya..never mind~..

I Have a good mood ~..hahahaah

Plus.. after asked my those friends.. They started to "suan" me !!..

Plus.. These photos are original lor..~~ not editing in my picture ~..hahaha(because I dont know how to edit)

Serious..... I love my eyes SO MUCH !!!!!..

P.S not because of the color lens ya ~..hahaha
      I love my eyes from when i was given birth by my lovely mom ~..

POOL & SNOOKER

I really don't know when my dear start to addicted to pool and snooker..
Started from yesterday afternoon, my dear called me to play pool at DSA..
i straight away blank...Okay..!
Accompany her lar.. But after we played that..
She felt DSA's pool like for kid. because the pool table is very small.
So she started to plan for play at outside which is on today ~~~...
Of course, she invited me and michelle go together.
But michelle had certain reason, so that, she cant goes with us..

Today ~
seriously, when i reached college in the morning.. i really felt that.. I WANT TO SKIP CLASS
When the clock turn to 10 am... I was still sitting at coridoor until i met my classmate...
I was discuss with her.. because both of us had the same idea, that is SKIP CLASS..
hahahaa.. when we decided to skip class...
Suddenly, We saw our lecture, our lecture saw us also.. !!
Okay, we knew that.. COULD NOT SKIP!
in last, we force to in the class and waste an hour in presentation class.
seriously, i was speechless on it..hahahaa..

After class.... waited my dear ~~~
Finally, she finished her class and we had a wonderful lunch together...
Then the important part coming !

 PoOL & sNoOker~

That's me ^^ ( Hand too short d >.<)...

Different pose ohh ~~ Cool wei!!!

Snooker- Shoot the red ball first ~~.....

other pose again wor ~~ ouhuhuhuhuhu 

But finally the red shoot does not in ....hahaha..poor skill ~~muahahaha

after half an hour... the ball still the same ~~ haiz.... keep shoot.... but keep failed hahahahaahhaa...

my dear dear ~~cool ~~

four different colours ~~hahhahahha nice ler ~~hahaha

In last.... Both of us could not complete it, because of our " GOOD" skill

hahahaha...... no matter Pool or snooker... We also could not complete in all the balls..

hahaha.... at here... very thank you that malay guy...

Although you keep said " ah mui, kuat sikit..." , " aiya..." , " potong ah" , " sini, kuat sikit" 

hahahah... my dear and i felt very weird why you suddenly came to our table.. and teach us how to play..

hahahahaha..... you are nice one !!..

hahaha.... before we left.. We just simply to shoot the balls without the white ball...hahahaha

What the hell we playing..hahahaha

However... We have a nice day with this.. and tired... seriously...hahahaha...

完完全全没有不知该放什么题目
就是想留些痕迹在部落格....

得空到跑去看朋友的一些超旧的文章....
得空到跑去看看我前男友的新女友...（她很美-身材）哇哈哈哈哈
得空到跑去看看很多人的部落格，FB
哈哈哈！其实我一点都不得空...

只是懒惰而已....人嘛~~
懒惰一时时时好事....
时时刻刻都那么忙，严肃...
身体会吃不消的....
我们人嘛，就是要回在忙里偷一点点的闲

天天困在那狭小的空间。
痛苦的是谁？？ 还不是你自己....
为何不放放任何事或把所有的事都推去一边....

多多或深深的呼吸一下....世界还是么的美好。
写来写去....都不知道我在写些什么...
好无聊的我.....

昨晚睡不着的我...突然临机一触....
我有感冒药...吃了感冒药，应该会眼睡吧.....
虽然我没感冒，可是睡不着的我还是跑去吃一颗....
果然躺了一个钟头的我.....终于有点累了....
可能感冒药有效吧~ 不到20分钟.....
我就成为一条睡猪了...哈哈哈

我的坏心情也跟着睡下去了....

就这样.....

完结！

小抓痕

24 小时不到...
我的手与脚却多出抓痕.....

昨晚11多.....突然被某人的小狗热情招待....
原以为它会跑向ah Maw那方向
哪知道它又跑回去 , 又跑回来
可是这次的方向是向着我 , 飞扑过来....
我的腿就多出三条抓痕......红红的三条
好无奈....虽然它是我喜爱的狼狗...
你也不必对我那么热情啊 !!!!!.....O口O

今早....和弟弟玩.....
玩着玩着右手的小指又多出一条抓痕...
好痛!!!!!!!

现在还在痛着....下次跟他玩之前要想一想.......