EMO+ing

Seriously, i don't like being an emo person.

But i felt emo again.. haiz.. 

I m wondering...Why i am so easy to feel emo?

I have no idea ~

Maybe because of you?

Or maybe because of your words?

Or maybe because of my family?

Or maybe because of i can't get what i wan?

Or maybe because of I m alone now?

Last night, i felt lonely and i slept together with my two sister.

Three people slept together on the queen size bed ~

can u imagine how small and suffer we had? XD

I keep disturb my sister and tried to be have fun with her..

I wish i can cover my feeling by using this way ~.

It's work ~ until my brother switch on the light..

I woke up sudden, and felt unsecured sudden~

I moved to my room and slept after that..

That was moment.. my brain was blank !

It's blank !!

I tried several way to made myself to sleep again.. but failed ~

i was tired ~! finally I can sleep !

woke up at 10 somthing ~!.(usual time)

My life ~ is it so complicated?

I m confuse ~

I wish i can have a simple life.. Without you 

yea.. it's can.... i know i can do it ~..