S.H

S.H .. Woah !! Oh my god !! I am attracted by him  so much so much !!!

He is so handsome !!!! oh my god !
I do not want to do so but I just can't control my finger.
It automatically type on Sxxx H..
And him appear in front of me. !
I just can't stop on looking his picture everyday.
I did swear, I never did that before.
HOW HORRIBLE I AM !!!

Sorry for being crazy.
Just I never thought of I attracted by him so much?
After a couple years, I thought I never meet a guy like him although he is not around in Malaysia.
Currently, he staying Australia because of study.

This all happen due to a small incident.
One day, Myfriend posted one picture and with description " Coffee Tea time with S... H.."
Of course his smile make me feel warm.
Click on his name automatically, and check for his profile picture..
Okies, This situation would not happen if i did not on it.
But it happen because I check for his profile picture and make me feel "Woah"
I love it !!..
What's next?? just guess it ! muahahahXD..
Sound crazy ! Because of him, I really be crazy people.
Check on his Facebook everyday. Look on his previous picture as well.

hahahaa.. after few dramatic incident in past, I thought i will no get into in so crazy !
After i saw his picture, especially his smile, it make me become 花痴!!

Guess what? I am still check on his mother websites which contains alot picture about him as well..
All the way, looking on his picture and figure out, who is my rival ?

by checking his posted, I saw one post which is stated there " I saw a girl and I in <3 p="">OMG !!!! that time i am quite sad but there is something made me feel curious " I get fraped"
I was keeping figure it out what does it mean  by " FRAPED"
By dictionary, By asking friend, still can't get the answer. I was feel exhausted. Until there is one day, I check it by google, It states, Is the form of facebook words and it mean that the account is being hack or misuse.
okies, there all for me !. I feel I am feel happy again !..haha
Seem like i m going to write all the way long about him !!! hahahaaha..

I m so sorry about that. But I just can't any way to express my feeling..

I am Interested on him !! I want to know about him more and know him.
The most important is want to make friend with him !.
To check whether i am in the right feeling or not!

I feel shy to ask my friend to introduce to me but there is only one for me to get know about him more and able to make friend with him !
but i still feel shy to do so and my finally is coming !. So I am going to wait after the final exam and to check whether the feeling can stay for long or not.
I do not want take action fast without accurate feeling.
I am afraid maybe he is not that one I want !.
I just have to be train.
If after exam, I am still looking for his picture everyday !?
I will go for him..hahaaheheheh..

shhh ~~~ you really handsome, no matter people or my sister comment on " Still okies"
you are still handsome for me !!

Expressing ....... :(

Harlo , it's time for me update here ...
It's around half year I didn't update my blog here. Well , I don't know how am I going to express my feeling here .
Feel that I'm so useless after dad have told his story to me . I didnot what it brings to others . I just know this is the reason why my dad is success and have that ability feed my family .
Seriously, I really feel hopeless for my elder brother . How can he continue live without doing any job. Sister in law is feeding him ! What a useless person I never meet before . Does he feels shame ? I don't know . All I know is be really good in counting ..

I know this story is a long story ! Each of them has their story and their own life ! However, in their life , there are many people involve . Don't they prove it to us they are able to feed themself ! At least get a job and to gain your own

Change !
Is another story . Change your discipline . Change your time management ! Change your mind set . Ensure your mind is open enough to absorb anything which is unexpected ! If you can't change people's mind , you may change your mind , your belief , your behavior . Yet, it is hard work ! I know . Everyone is still learning through their pAthway, including me ! You have to try !

For myself !
What else to comment myself ! Come on, be brave ! Don't be shy ! If you are going to be a success business lady, the first thing that I have to learn is to be brave ! Second, be brave ! Third, don afraid people is laughing ! Just be brave .. Don't be coward !
Can you do it ?
Promise me , at least be brave and ask ask ask ask ask .../

MyTarget !

There is only one target in my long break which is to reduce 6 kilograms !

Can i do it ? Eh.. I will try my best to reduce it..
First of all, I have to keep jogging everyday and at least go for jugra once a week !
Second, breakfast just only can eat oat; lunch only can eat half bowl; dinner just only can see five bites!
Third, make sure that I remind myself to feel hungry !.
This is to prove that I m hungry for slim and health life.!

Okies??
promise everyone, I try to reduce my weight at least 4 or 5 kilograms !
can I can I???

Invisible thing comes

I guess, stress is coming to me ... Why ? My face ? My body ? My result ? Haiz ..
No idea why turn in this such terrible situation ! Haiz ...
Right now , I just hope my face turn into good condition . And I get pass in my academic !

These are what I want!!

I don't like in this situation ! I hate myself so much right now !

I know it can't be so rush right now , but I can't wait for it !
I become more nervous and nervous . I wish I can find someone to talk too ! Sometimes I feel I .....

Haiz ... Useless feeling coming !

看着你飞 ！

手中的画比还我着急 阳光在美的天气加上回忆 你收在心里
穿上你送我的毛衣
只剩一句 好好照顾自己

看着你飞耶~耶
思念地图有了你
我可以天天努力 给你写信 寄到你心里

看着你飞耶~耶
怎么你还在我心里
你总说如果想你 闭上眼睛
我现在相信你 因为我爱你


穿上你送我的毛衣
只剩一句 好好照顾自己

看着你飞耶~耶
思念地图有了你
我可以天天努力 给你写信 寄到你心里

看着你飞耶~耶
怎么你还在我心里
你总说如果想你 闭上眼睛
我现在相信你 因为我爱你

Not yet complete oh~ friends. i will upload as fast as possible ooo ~

KeepTrackON !

Im looking for you !

No idea why I feel like I need it so much !?
Can you let me know that ?
is it I too bored or too stress recently. !?
In my mind, there are some faces appear in !
Who is it ?
you ? or you? or another you?

Yea. Not that sure. Bored with that, curious with that. Please let me know ya?
anyways, I feel like I need it so badly !. How could it be..
Maybe stay alone too long? hahaha

EMMA

EMMA is my English name !~
Start from onward, please call me emma, no more liying or siew hong !
OKies ~

Also, for making new friend, I will intro myself by Emma yap, or call me emma !!!
It's ok ? Agree?

If agree, please do it right now !!~

CAN ??