Emo Period?

Erm.. No Emo from now on.. 
I guess I am quite emo recently. 
End up, I learn something that I have to always learn it from many things. 
A word, two words, three words = let it be ~


There are many things that we could not control it. Although we want it that way but the those things will go it in different way. This is what we can't expect to. therefore, the only thing we can do is just let it go. Sometimes let it go might have unexpectedness result that we have get it. maybe it is good but maybe it is bad. Who knows, is it all depend on yourself , right? I know no pain no gain. Yes, I agree with this statement always. End up, I get pain  and I gain something else. You never know your action is hurting people. You said you dislike hurting people and I'm guess everyone has that thought. Even for myself, I do also. Just thing always goes in wrong way. Never mind, the most important is I able to learn something from you AGAIN!.. 


I wish I can trust on you. However, I find it so difficult and I feel more secure when I able to read her news and mind. I do not whether she knows that I always read her Blog or what else. yet, her impression is not that good on my view and she is a girl. I m girl too. I know what she think of . therefore, her words might be real ! yea.. it is real. Those words hurt me badly, badly, badly, badly, and very badly. ! I almost cry that when I saw her post.  "Finally he told me all the truth.... Makes me cry like hell..... Feel really sorry.... Really really sorry to you babe...... T.T" & "Sorry babe... I really dunno you need to suffer alot in this too.... :( Sayang~~~" "原来世界上真的有这种男人... 现在我真的觉得很幸福~ 真的很谢谢你~ <3" "我的男人...告诉我真相了~ 他让我真的深深的感动到了..." "kelvin tan 啦~哈哈哈哈~哪有可能是金在在啊~等下一世吧 "  
hahaaha..so funny, right? however, in the end.. I have control myself back !. after half an hour... It takes me some times. ! I've feel disappointed on you ! very very very very very much !. never mind!. Take some times to digest and think carefully . after this week, we are able to see the result.. depend lar !. haahha..  Somemore, I have not enough time to post something here but i still wan post it because I have end up those feeling by using writing those out !. 


And lastly, I'm let it go  by naturally. Sometimes We have to put effort on it only able to get back what we intend to get !. But not, on this part, i choose others way which is let it go ~. will much more simple ~! i believe that !